REALITY?: Ghosts

Chuck steak with potatoes, onions and a can of beer done up in a pressure cooker.  Fresh-killed butternut squash whipped with a pat of butter and a dollop of sour cream.  Red red wine.  Two men I adore.  The laughter–over what? I can’t remember–bubbles out like raucous thunder in a lightning streak above the kitchen table.  My throat is sore from shrieking laughs, my eyes are blurred with tears. Over–yes, now I remember–he met his next door neighbor, a nice single lady his age, and offered help tomorrow on her yardwork but he just forgot her name!  We agree that he’s a fool, an idiot, a man out of his element. We offer Jenny, Jane, Julia and every derivative we know and I suggest he merely call her "J."  For some reason that’s extraordinarily hilarious and even though we laugh and get sillier still, I laugh harder when I hear Chris whisper low from somewhere in her kitchen:  Jerk-ass.

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CURRENT AFFAIRS: “Obesity ‘not individuals’ fault”

First let me say that as a lady blessed with a metabolism that has allowed me to eat like a pig all my life without gaining, I am still very aware of how difficult it is to avoid gaining weight, maintain a reasonable physical condition, diet, all the way to looking at a chocolate bar and gaining its fat content through the eyes and straight to the rear.  Right now I’m trying to lose 10 lbs. that someone snuck on me when I was asleep to turn me into a sudden roly-poly individual who has dusted off the exercise bike and managed to get on without falling off and ride.  It’s hard to lose weight, easy to gain, but honest-to-God, it’s not the government’s fault.

This is what got me royally rankled this morning:

Individuals can no longer be held responsible for obesity so government must act to stop Britain "sleepwalking" into a crisis, a report has concluded.
In 2002, those who were overweight or obese cost nearly £7bn in treatment and state benefits and in indirect costs such as loss of earnings and reduced productivity.
WTF??? Well maybe not for obesity of the populace but certainly one is responsible for one’s own rotundity. And this:
Transforming the constitution of food, or "reformulating" as it is known, is increasingly seen as a key plank in the campaign against obesity. If we can’t give up the cakes, the cakes will have to change, the thinking goes.

Reformulated food is in any case not the only answer to Britain’s obesity woes.

"There’s also a very important psychological issue too," says Professor Norton.

"Changing the food is only one part of it, you’ve got to change the whole range of attitudes towards food too."

I gave up smoking and never for an instant blamed my addiction on the tobacco companies, media advertising, or the U.S. government.

Am I the only one who realizes that responsibility and rights go hand and hand, ergo, when one gives up the responsibility one also is giving away their rights?  Sorry, but I refuse to believe that the government has any right to control my personal body weight, and therefore, I hereby fully claim that it is my fault and mine alone that I have taken to that nightly bowl of Maple Walnut and Forbidden Chocolate topped with peaches, the bags and bags of Gummi-Life Savers as close by as my laptop, the lunch sandwiches for breakfast and the meal for four squished on my plate at dinnertime.

Ya know what?  If you still believe that government regulations and corporate changes need to take full blame for your larger-than-life ass, then might I suggest you eat at home instead of the fast-food restaurants and I’ll bet you that in this democratic capitalistic society you’ll get the end result you’re looking for.  Money talks, and service and products are geared to answer the demands of the people.

That way, at least we’ll be taking responsibility for ourselves and helping the world be a better place at the same time.

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CURRENT AFFAIRS: The Decline of Civilization

I’m trying vewwy vewwy hawd not to post on a bit of political and social news I read today and all I can say is that I’m sort of glad I didn’t bring any children into the world we’re (though not me, except by inaction and that counts!) we’re recreating for the future.  Maybe once the sputtering slows down to a logical and organized, nice and concise, focused pattern of thought, I’ll post on it.  Otherwise, I’ll just let the steam escape and go back into my deflated little world.

In the meantime: though I is one, the dark side of me finds this hysterical:

"Long-awaited Baby Boomer Die-Off to Begin Soon, Experts Say"

(link thanks to a commenter at 2-Blowhards)

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WRITING: Motive

Another point of view:

(ARA) – During a recent online educational forum for student writers, a middle school teacher asked U.S. Poet Laureate Donald Hall if her student poets should attempt to get their poetry published. Hall’s answer was an unequivocal “Yes.”

“Wanting to get published is a good sign because it means that your poem is not just addressed to yourself,” Hall said. “If you want to publish [your poetry] it means that you want your poem to go out there to somebody else, even to strangers and that makes an attitude toward poetry which, I think, is very helpful.” (link)

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LITERATURE: Flatland – Symbolism

I’m determined to finish this novel today and then maybe take a break from reading.

It seems that there is much that Abbott gives the reader to consider though the symbolism in his written world can mostly relate rather obviously.  There are a few questions in this reader’s mind however that point to less evident trails and this is where I always wonder whether the author was clever enough to consider them or whether indeed, a student of Barthes just steamrolls his own way through.

As our two-dimensional Square first comes upon Lineland, his confusion is clear:

It seemed that this poor ignorant Monarch–as he called himself–was persuaded that the Straight Line which he called his Kingdom, and in which he passed his existence, constituted the whole of his world, and indeed the whole of Space. (p. 45)

The people here are all lines, standing in a straight line end to end with the Monarch at its center, therefore, even with an eye at each end, he sees only a point in each direction.  Also, these folks don’t move–except for sex and that’s another oddity (I’m sure that’s one thought that most readers have wondered about even in dual dimensionality from page 1:  how do they, you know, do it?).

What then does this limited view of the world represent?  And yet they seem to know each other well–if no one and nothing outside of this line.  They depend upon voice, which would make sense, since if they cannot move out of formation (there being in their minds no existence of space left or right).  To procreate, once a week they shimmy in place and raise their voices until a male finds two females in harmony and the trio consummates the marriage in the sound.

So what is the importance of sound in this land?  The humming or Peace Cry was something Flatland females were required to make as a means of protecting other forms (male) by warning them of their proximity.  That, together with a wavering of their needle-sharp rear ends kept the world safe–unless a devious Woman felt particularly nasty, being loaded with emotion and little sense.

The forms take on a question of their own.  My first thought would have been that the straight line represented the male and the circle the female.  But then, I live in a seventeen-dimensional world. 

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REALITY? & WRITING: The Changing World

Some helpful back and forth about some admittedly self-centered soul-searching brought up this gem from Barbara Klaser on the advantages of the internet that offer writers the opportunity to show their stuff as never before:

It’s as if the world wide web is everyone’s mother pasting even our least artworthy drawings on a big refrigerator, and I see nothing wrong with that.

I love that image.

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CURRENT AFFAIRS: Health

Death rates from cancer down 2%.  Not cures exactly, but rather the decrease in smoking, unhealthy habits, and the increase in testing that patients are now more willing to undergo that allow earlier diagnosis and therefore a better likelihood of a cure.  Good news, but I’d like to see the decrease in the occurence of cancer rather than just the death rate.

An Alzheimer’s test developed at Stanford University to diagnose the possibility of Alzheimer’s or tendency to develop it, from a drop of blood, is 90% accurate.  Based on the onset of the disease, prior to really definitive symptoms when the immune system is called upon and there will be the presence of chemical enzymes within the blood.  Again, the question of wanting to know without the possibility of a cure is a problem, though there are proven medications to stall the progress of the disease.

Autism too may be helped by early recognition and testing.  Online, a website for parents provides a visual of many of the telltale signs of autism.  While books may well illustrate and describe, the obvious advantage of video makes the internet website an ideal learning spot.

One thing I’m happy about is that Alzheimers is being recognized and given priority.  I’ve had experience with this hideous disease, and besides the pain and horror it brings to the family and caregivers, there’s a real concern here as people are physically healthy and live longer only to become dependent on care facilities sometimes for ten years or longer.  With the amount of baby boomers coming of age, I would think that the government should make every effort to provide funds in this direction of research and cure to allow people to remain in their homes and independent.

We were lucky.  My father took care of my mother  at home until she fell, went to the hospital with a hairline fracture, did the three weeks in rehab, was put into the Alzheimers unit from there and died within one month at the age of ninety. A neighbor’s wife was diagnosed at age 55 and had been in a care facility for 15 years.  A friend’s mother, for 12 years.  These were women in perfect physical health–as was my mother–except for the slow loss of their mind.

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LITERATURE: Flatland – Metaphor

This concept may be very familiar to mathematicians but to me it was a flash:

Although popularly everyone called a Circle is deemd a Circle, yet among the better educated Classes it is known that no Circle is really a Circle, but only a Polygon with a very large number of small sides.  As the number of sides increases, a Polygon approximates to a Circle; and, when the number is very great indeed, say for example three to four hundred, it is extremely difficult for the most delicate touch to feel any polygonal angles. (p. 35)

I love it.  As each generation gains an angle (or more) more than their father–since mom is a needle-ended line only–the additional sides, now shortened and of higher degrees, would eventually round out to a circle, the highest form of Flatlander.  What I see here as well is the hidden true nature of the ones in power, appearance being not only false, but very alike each other without close inspection.

This I don’t love so much, but understand that it was a comment on not the women so much as the patronizing mindset of the men of the Victorian era:

About three hundred years ago, it was decreed by the Chief Circle that, since women are deficient in Reason but Abundant in Emotion, they ought no longer be treated as rational, nor receive any mental education.  (p. 39)

Moreover, among Women, we use language implying the utmost deference for their sex and they fully believe that the Chief Circle Himself is not more devotedly adored by us than they are: but behind their backs they are both regarded and spoken of–by all except the very young–as being little better than "mindless organisms." (p. 40)

By the way, the improper use of punctuation is as it appears in my book–not of my own doing.

I do wonder how this book was taken at the time of its printing.  Did men recognize themselves as the pompous pricks referred to in the novel?  Did women, many of whom did recognize their state as demeaning yet saw the trade-off in being taken care of and full measure of control over their households, see this as satire?

Did they wish to have the Flatland woman’s ass of a deadly needle?

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LITERATURE: Flatland – Statement on Man

If a man with a Triangular front and a polygonal back were allowed to exist and to propagate a still more Irregular posterity, what would become of the arts of life?  (p. 24)

None but the perfect need be.  Survival of the fittest.  Genocide.

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LITERATURE: The Resource

Our little Burlington library, where I am now on the e-mail list of patrons and where I shall be emboweled with racks and racks of books that beg me to take them home in two more weeks. Around the right, and down some stairs, into the basement where the goodies are.

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(Image: http://www.burlingtonctlibrary)

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LITERATURE: Flatland – Presentation

The concept of this story is phenomenal because it is based upon a simple premise of figures and angles, the whole being personfied into Flatland and its inhabitants.  I would of course love most to know how this idea came to Abbott, and how he approached it in to come up with the narrative structure here.

Another thing: the detail, the foreshadowing of conflict, the world that Abbott has created is well carried out and yet…I’m not involved.  The writing is fine.  There is humor and there is social statement and it is well presented.

There’s some great stuff here but why has nothing hit me aside from the concept?

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LITERATURE: Flatland – On Genital Bias

Gender, sure, but what’s the difference when the physical difference is so surely the reason in Flatland:

To my readers in Spaceland, the condition of our Women may seem truly deplorable, and so indeed it is.  A Male of the lowest type of the Isosceles may look forward to some improvement of his angle, and to the ultimate elevation of the whole of his degraded caste; but no Woman can entertain such hopes for her sex.  "Once a Woman, always a Woman" is a Decree of Nature; and the very Laws of Evolution seem suspended in her disfavor.  Yet at least we can admire the wise Prearrangement which has ordained that, as they have no hopes, so they shall have no memory to recall, and no forethought to anticipate, the miseries and humiliations which are at once a necessity of their existence and the basis of the constitution of Flatland.  (p. 14)

Abbott is of course hyperbolizing the condition of women’s status in society at his time of the late 1800s and yet there seems to be a poke at religion here as well.  What is the real reference for "wise Prearrangement" when seen as a plan to keep women in their place?  Does the "necessity of their existence" refer to bearing the mark of original sin? 

There’s more than human rights at the core of story here.  Even as one reads this over a century later there is a twinge in this woman’s non-feminist mind of rebellion and so I must wonder what the women–if they’d read it–of Abbott’s time would think?  Did they, as I, swallow back the gall of memory and laugh?  A polite titter perhaps?

I doubt it.

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REALITY?: Energy

So with the entrance  of the autumn season sometime during the night I wake into a different world where windows shut and the smell of predawn battle comes in drifts of warming radiators.

The last five-gallon jug of wine, the fruit cocktail one, a lovely blush of rose has darkened to a clarity that need be siphoned off to sit and settle more another quarter of a year. This proof of productivity, these brilliant colors of purple, red and orange of the fruit and sauce and jelly and the wine I realize are where creative energy has been spent.  In miracles of metamorphosis I have performed.

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REALITY?: That first Fall Wind after the Rain

I look up to watch the yellow aspen leaves flying wild with the retreating charcoal clouds.  Like licks of flame inside a furnace, yet oddly cold.

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REALITY?: In a parallel world

Coincidences are piling up lately.  Just after the last posting I checked my e-mail and found this bit of spam:

Hi ,
I’ve requested to add you as a friend on SiliconIndia, an invite-only career Indian community. You can use SiliconIndia to find a job or internship, network, and access valuable career information from peers and industry professionals.

Well at last I’ve been invited to join the growing American workforce.

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