LITERATURE: Wide Sargasso Sea – Metaphor

As well as leit motif I suspect; the recurrence of a “looking glass,” a mirror. In this section of the narrative, the point of view has remained as first person, but the narrator has changed to be the narrator’s husband. We find out that the whirlwind romancing of Antoinette was an arrangement that he agreed to for money. On their honeymoon, as they are staying at a mountainside home of Antoinette’s that still, while shabby, has servants and is in a beautiful natural setting, she tells her new husband of a memory she has of this place:

“And then suddenly I was awake. I saw two enormous rats, as big as cats, on the sill staring at me.”
“I’m not astonished that you were frightened.”
“But I was not frightened. That was the strange thing. I stared at them and they did not move. I could see myself in the looking-glass the other side of the room, in my white chemise with a frill round the neck, staring at those rats and the rats quite still, staring at me.” (p. 82)

Earlier we had Antoinette’s description of the moment after the fire as she watched Tia after the girl had thrown a rock at her:

“We stared at each other, blood on my face, tears on hers. It was as if I saw myself. Like in a looking glass.”

And there are a few other references to mirrors. What I find interesting is that while the looker sees himself, and in Antoinette’s early scenario, believes Tia to be herself, a mirror is in fact the exact opposite of what we are. Simply put, our left side is our right side as we view it; very different from what others see us to be.

Is the looking glass then a metaphor for illusion? for hope or belief that we’ve no reason to take as reality?

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BLOGGING: Yeah…

…the other design was just too shy.

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BLOGGING: Tags

This is too funny; still unused to the format here at WordPress posting I tend to forget to select a category and that’s why if you’re following via feed you may see a lot of updated posts. But this: Not quite with it on the ‘tag’ concept and in my cloud, amid “Literature” and “Blogging” and “Reality” you’ll see “Add new tag.”

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LITERATURE: Wide Sargasso Sea – Simple Eloquence

Before the fire that destroyed her house, the narrator had a friend with whom she shared a good part of her life. They had parted in an argument that grew nasty with racial name-calling and we wondered if the bond of childish friendship, so tainted by the world in which the two girls lived, could overcome. But here, in the dark night of the fire, as the family tries to get safely away and the crowd has dispersed, the narrator sees her friend:
Then, not so far off, I saw Tia and her mother and I ran to her, for she was all that was left of my life as it had been.

We had eaten the same food, slept side by side, bathed in the same river. As I ran, I thought, I will live with Tia and I will be like her. Not to leave Coulibri. Not to go. Not. When I was close I saw the jagged stone in her hand but I did not see her throw it. I did not feel it either, only something wet, running down my face. I looked at her and I saw her face crumple up as she began to cry, We stared at each other, blood on my face, tears on hers. It was as if I saw myself. Like in a looking glass. (p. 45)

Two young girls, at odds with who they are, where they are. Unable to get beyond the required behavior of their society once that bridge if innocence has been broken by knowledge. They reach out to close the gap; one with hope, one with stone.

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NEW MEDIA: Methods of Communication

While I’m settling into the WordPress format and repairing whatever mistakes I’ve made along the way, I’ve also made up a new home page for the Mac, one I’d set up a long time ago but never got into.

Netvibes was a good choice for a home page since it allows many widgets and plugins and stuff to fill the page easily with what I’m mainly interested in seeing first thing on the screen. One gets used to a certain arrangement of things–guess that’s why they call it “home.” But my Excite page that I’ve always used for years had stopped making the investment portfolio available and once upon a time that was vital info to me. I’ve since found a few different plugins that serve the purpose, but really, I don’t even want to watch my future crumble in today’s scenario. The only other thing I really liked at Excite was a local tv listings grid and while I can’t find something like that, I’ve been able to delete most of the other data off the site and just link to Excite for that purpose. A bit more trouble, but I’m adapting.

What I don’t have completely set up yet and have been working on is a Public Netvibes page–though even in its undeveloped form it’s had two requests for befriending; one of which was a request to help the user learn English whereby he’d teach me Turkish in return.

Which brings me to some of the other social networking systems I’ve joined, such as twitter and Facebook. I like twitter; it allows me to voice those little random thoughts or doings that run through the day. Since I’ve been asked not to twitter so often, I’ve learned to curb my urges to tweet on impulse, though I suppose any who don’t like what I do or say have full freedom to stop following me. I don’t follow a lot of those who follow me; maybe I’m just antisocial, but it doesn’t seem necessary to me to have hundreds of so-named ‘friends’ when I don’t have anything in common with them except for the service itself. Same with Facebook; I know lots of people on Facebook but I’ve only invited one person to follow me, though I’ve responded to all who have asked me the same.

What’s odd about Facebook, to me, is that in searching around, there are so many people I know but they are all from different parts and times of my life. It just would seem odd to merge family, co-workers, friends, etc. all together on one plane in time. This is something I need to investigate further.

The weblog is what I’m most comfortable with working in. Perhaps it’s just my stubborn streak in learning the new, or making changes, or adding to what is already a heavy writing schedule and scattered arena of the internet. This too is something I need to delve into further; to find a place or two that brings everything together in their own separate modules.

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LITERATURE: Wide Sargasso Sea – Symbolism

With the mood set early on as one of quiet hatred and fear, Rhys gets us involved in dramatic action as the house is set afire and the mother, her new husband, her two children and the servants must escape for their lives.

We have an image of the mother, Annette, as prone to unhappiness, willing others to step forward rather than making life liveable for herself and her children. When she has used up all her resources to maintain a lifestyle she manages to nab a rich Englishman. When he doesn’t safely take her away from the squalor of the by now rundown homestead, she makes his life fairly miserable. He doesn’t seem to understand the hatred the natives feel for the white people. He doesn’t have the respect for them that she has learned to have to be able to live among them.

Maybe her symbol of freedom is a parrot she keeps. The bird certainly holds meaning to the natives.

I opened my eyes, everybody was looking up and pointing at Coco on the glacis railings with his feathers alight. He made an effort to fly down but his clipped wings failed him and he fell screeching. He was all on fire.

I began to cry. “Don’t look,” said Aunt Cora. “Don’t look.” She stooped and put her arms round me and I hid my face, but I could feel that they were not so near. I heard someone say something about bad luck and remembered it was very unlucky to kill a parrot, or even to see a parrot die. They began to go then, quickly, silently.  (p. 42)

The people had set fire to a back room where the narrator’s young brother, an invalid, slept. He was supposed to have been guarded by one of the servants. His mother ran in to save him just as his crib caught fire. Then as they all fled the flames, she tried to go back in to rescue her pet parrot.

The parrot of course couldn’t fly–his wings had been clipped by Mr. Mason, Annette’s new husband. Coco the parrot and Annette; two of a kind, flighty types that depended upon others and were held by that dependence for survival.

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LITERATURE: Wide Sargasso Sea – Setting Up

While there are several pages of an introduction to this, I didn’t read them. I’m stubborn about learning about a work on my own and only rarely do I seek out information as listed in research or forewards or even the back cover unless I’m really stumped. Such as with my introduction to Faulkner.

With that said, I’ve entered into a world that is discomfiting at best. The first person narrator is recalling a childhood that is not a happy, loving place to be. Her father has supposedly drunk himself to death, the mother is holding on to dreams while trying to raise two children in a place where the family is considered not of high social status. There is an emphasis on the difference of people based on color and class and there seems to be a determination to survive within it.

Rhys’ writing is adept at getting through the mood and voice without a dependence upon adjectives. Instead, the short sentence structure, the bluntness of what is said, and the dialogue go far in setting the environment and the interaction of the characters.

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NEW MEDIA: Moviemaking Fun

Spent a good part of today playing with the animation service over at xtranormal–free for now, but I’m sure these good folk will be charging soon. I’ve made three mini-movies so far, actually five but that’s just because you can’t really edit your work and we all know how many drafts I go through on my works.

Here’s my favorite (the rest can be seen at the site):

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BLOGGING: Whew.

Well that was a messy upgrade to WordPress 2.7.1 and it almost had me give up not only WordPress, but blogging altogether. After three weeks of intense work on migrating Spinning and Hypercompendia from Typepad to WordPress, redesigning the stylesheets, the logos, etc., then tying up all the loose ends–and there are still several out there that can’t be knotted–Wordpress hits me with another upgrade from the one I just did three weeks ago.

It was easy to do, using the WordPress admin Dashboard panel to just press a button, but when I looked at the site, the logo was duplicated, running across the full width of the screen, and cut in halves there; the body was over to the extreme left together with the sidebar. (UPDATE): Also, the archives didn’t go beyond the first page because the “previous/next” page finder disappeared. Not that I liked it and will change it to show at the bottom of the pages instead as soon as I figure out how, but it was definitely a necessary thing. Going back to the K2 theme editor I found a notice that the K2 Revised theme had been broken so the weblogs had reverted back to K2. Going to theme page, I found a note that I needed to rename the file to K2-Revised without leaving a space. This I did in Lunar’s C-panel, then back in WordPress I selected the K2-Revised, and voila! got back the page navigation menu.

Luckily I had done some reading at the K2 forum so I knew the upgrade might cause some problems. Since I didn’t have a custom stylesheet made up but rather tweaked the originals, I had to copy some of the changes, upload the nightly K2 revision and rename it, change to that theme which fixed the column and logo problems, then had to re-enter all the CSS changes I had made for color and fonts.

Honestly though, between the redirect from TP to WP problems and this, I was ready to just call it quits forever with blogging.

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BLOGGING: Update on Redirect

Well that didn’t exactly work out as planned; even though I officially deleted the original Spinning, the files and permalinks remained because I had a new weblog named spinning, or maybe because the permalinks still linked to the spinning files and are being used by a protected backup.

At any rate, it’s not all bad; Google will bring a searcher to the right post (i.e., “The Road”) and that shows up on the ‘new’ Typepad Spinning, (rather than making it search deeper and find the new Wordpad Spinning post), but you can’t get any deeper than that, except to go to the ‘main’ archive from that page, and what you see there is the single post which notifies and redirects the move. If you attempt to go to either the post prior or after (they shouldn’t even be showing up there as options but they do), you get a ‘Password Protected’ notice.

It’s not the best link structure, but it’ll have to do for now.

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BLOGGING: A Possible Redirect

Couldn’t redirect traffic from Typepad to WordPress for the weblogs so while I deleted the old Hypercompendia blog, I’ve been reluctant to delete the old Spinning. Without an easy method (one I can do myself) of fiddling with the Typepad templates to somehow aid in redirecting, I came up with a workaround that will help with external links at least–although not with specific post or category linking. Nor will it redirect searches, but all that means is that I drop way down in ranking and that means nothing to me. Students may have one less place to look for literary paper ideas. Here’s what it looks like:
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What I did was rename the old Spinning weblog, create a ‘new’ Spinning weblog, and place only a single entry that will act as a redirect page, though you have to click the link. It’s better than nothing, and all old external links will end up at this page so that helps a bit–at least until my Typepad account expires.

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LITERATURE: Up Next – Wide Sargasso Sea

020909lHate to admit it, but the initial off-the-shelf appeal of this book was its slender size. I really need to catch up on my reading and this novel by Jean Rhys looks like easy reading.

I need to get more involved in a book right now, and Gibson’s Neromancer just wasn’t holding my attention. It does make you wonder if it’s character, genre, pace, or if they all come together to keep one into the reading.

Been hitting Neruda’s Odes for my soul, and will get back into Chekhov’s collection as well.

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BLOGGING: And Communicating

Learning a lot about the various methods of internet communication; learning a lot about the people who use them.

“Georgia” is a warmer, more welcoming font than “Lucida Grande” so I’ve made that change at both weblogs.

I find that the access to great circles of people without the intimacy or bonding appeals to a certain personality type. Political persuasion appears to be a psychological influence on communication style and choice. With the wide variety of services such as blogging, MySpace, Facebook, Twitter, Skype, Diigo, Netvibes, Yahoo, just to name a few, there’s something for everyone. There’s a phenomenon of befriending by quantity, rather than quality, but that’s a trait that’s always been around in man’s nature. It just seems odd to me that anyone would care about having 7,000 followers or making any kind of reasonable attempt at following them.

But the world is large, and there is room for all of us in it.

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REALITY?: Notes of Change

Watching the Grammys. Thom Yorke of Radiohead’s a strange little dude, no?

A very interesting blend of generations here, McCartney, at sixty-six not lookin’ too bad, and Stevie Wonder who’ll always look and sound as great as ever. The Jonas Brothers are cute, though a bit girly I’d think. Then again, we had our Mick Jagger and Lord knows, Boy George.

Music, I think, moves in the ways of literature and all creative society, reflecting changes and reinforcement of the basic instincts of human nature.

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LITERATURE: Neuromancer – Facing Facts

There’s no reason why I should force myself to read something just because it’s listed as one of the 100 books of all time and a must read. But there’s a reason why these books are listed as such, even if time has produced books far beyond it’s groundbreaking qualities.

That said, I believe I’ve so immersed myself in website changing (two weblogs and a home page) because I’m really not into Neuromancer. It indeed is a book that took the new technology of computers into a vision of a new world, and it is well written, of course, by the excellent William Gibson. While I haven’t read sci fi in a while, it was one of my favorite genres for a long time and I thought that it would be a welcoming reacquaintance. Somehow this world, which I imagine as rendered in ‘brown and white’ is just not something I’m open to right now and I think it may be best to put it aside for something more in line with my mood rather than do it injustice in my reading.

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