CURRENT AFFAIRS: Health Care

9 million chidren not covered by health insurance.  Families work but don’t get paid coverage and don’t qualify for medicaid and cannot afford private health coverage.  Government health insurance programs are loaded with red tape.

This, in America.  And here we are just talking about children, not the poor and the elderly poor, who do get some form perhaps of medicaid, nor the millions of middle-class families who can’t afford private insurance.

I question why we’re discussing health insurance rather than health care  We shouldn’t need to cover premium payments, but rather health care services.  Why, in a country where we make education available to all–in fact, require it thru age 16–do we not offer medical services?  People, children, die without necessary medical treatment; they may not do as well in life, but they certainly won’t die from lack of education.  My father made it through eighth grade only before he had to go to work to help out the family financially.  He lived to age 92.  He paid insurance premiums all his life–including Medicare premiums, and aside from a physical we’d forced him to go for maybe once in every fifteen years, he never had any insurance claims for himself personally.

Sixteen years ago, Hilary Clinton stood by her husband’s side in his bid for the presidency and she personally promised that health care reform would be her mission.  Maybe it’s just my current experience with lawyers, but I strongly abhor this liar/procrastinator potential.   

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LITERATURE (and REALITY?): Rabbit, Run – More on Character

(Note:  I’m supposed to be outside gardening while Jim is at the range but I made the mistake of taking a cup of coffee and this book out there with me and well, it’s not really a mistake because I just get tired and sore so I take a short break–like I never used to have to do before but when my Dad turned ninety we talked him into doing so–and rather than waste time I do some reading though it would likely be wiser to take the laptop out there [instead of coming inside like I just did now] and work on the Scratch project to get that damn thing done so I could move on to Alice beyond the tutorials which I’ve already started because they looked so damned cool, but in reading just a few paragraphs more of Rabbit, Run I came across a very interesting notion that I wanted to write about so that’s what’s below this Note and in fact, is relevant enough because it does deal with both literary analysis of character and the analyzing of folk–ourselves, truly–in reality.)

While his wife is still in the hospital with the new baby, Rabbit visits his mother-in-law:

Now Rabbit knows from school that Peggy Fosnacht, then Peggy Gring, wears sunglasses because she is freakishly, humiliatingly walleyed.  And Eccles has told him that her company was a great comfort to Janice during the trying period now past.  But he does not make either of these objections; he listens contentedly, pleased to be united with Mrs. Springer, the two of them against the world.  The cubes in the iced tea melt, making the beverage doubly bland; his mother-in-law’s talk laves his ears like the swirling mutter of a brook.  Lulled, he lets his lids lower and a smile creeps into his face; he sleeps badly at nights, alone, and drowses now on the grassy breadth of day, idly blissful, smug on the right side at last.  (p. 209)

Compromise for peace, for a place in society that is comfortable, unchallenged.  Freedom not worth the price.  Note the inclusion of the detail of the iced tea made bland by the melting ice cubes; the woman’s talk simile-ed to the mutter of a brook. Certainly the contrast of peace to adventure. 

There is a period in our lives when, after the rebelliousness of youth subsides, we learn to get along by going with the flow.  We keep our mouths shut unless the nature of an event is either far enough from our inner self to be undamaging such as political stands or world situations, or close enough to necessitate the risk.

And then we reach another point where, as Rabbit made his un-thought-out escape, we make a conscious decision to voice our own opinions and buck the tide.  The complacency that Rabbit here exhibits is being done in the name of peace for the immediate and long term future.  His mother-in-law, Mrs. Springer, is doing the same, but more for her daughter’s sake and the still with the idea of society’s tendency in gossip to judge her family just by Rabbit’s own behavior.  She must forgive, for appearance’s sake. 

Strange, how the very nature of fiction which is dishonesty can be so very honest.

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LITERATURE: Rabbit, Run – Philosophy

Just as Updike helps us to understand Rabbit, accept his leaving his pregnant wife and child, he throws in the inevitable twist: his wife is having the baby.

It didn’t sit well with the reader that Rabbit just drove off that day and yet we came to understand his motivation–he’s not a bad person, he just felt hemmed in and hopeless and seeing an opportunity, broke out.  Like most of the characters in the books I’ve read recently, he receives help from friends–his former coach, and then Ruth.  (Hum: I get by with a little help from my friends) The problem I see here is that it weakens the character; the perk, I suppose, is that it makes them more real. Such a huge difference between these protagonists (Updike’s Rabbit, Ruiz’s Daniel, Murakami’s Kafka) and those of the fantasy genre in which they are kings, princes, (or queens, princesses) and lead armies.  These characters face no wars, just the daily battles that wear us down.  The outcomes don’t lead to treasure and acquired lands, but more towards a realization, an understanding, often resigned acceptance.

He feels the truth; the thing that has left his life has left irrevocably; no search would recover it.  No flight would reach it.  It was here, beneath the town, in these smells and these voices, forever behind him.  The fullness ends when we give Nature her ransom, when we make children for her.  Then she is through with us, and we become, first inside, and then outside, junk.  Flower stalks.  (p. 208)

Rabbit, having decided his path once again on the spur of the moment when visiting his wife at the hospital having their baby, is still thinking not of her, not of Ruth–whom he has also left without notice, laying in bed in the middle of the night when he rushes off to the hospital–not even of his three year-old son, Nelson, but of himself. 

We’ve come to expect parents to give up themselves for their children; Rabbit, who hasn’t, may have just seen what is expected of him.

In the meantime, the reader, who has come to reverse his own thought pattern of expectations and truly sympathize with Rabbit’s choices if not in agreement with them, is left to wonder how futile it is to fight against expectations.  Self versus society.  Society versus Self.

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LITERATURE: Rabbit, Run – Conflicts/Plot Points

"Even so.  I saw you that way tonight and I felt a wall between us and this is the one way through it."
"That’s pretty cute.  You just want it, really." She yearns to hit out at him, to tell him to go.  But that time is past.
He repeats, "Is it so awful for you?"
"Well it is because you think it is."
"Maybe I don’t."
"Look, I’ve loved you."
"Well I’ve loved you."
"And now?"
"I don’t know.  I want to still."
Now those damn tears again.  She tries to hurry the words out before her voice crumbles.  "That’s good of you.  That’s heroic."
"Don’t be smart.  Listen.  Tonight you turned against me.  I need to see you on your knees." (p. 174)

Harry and Ruth, out for the evening, meet up with someone out of Harry’s past school days, a rival of sorts.  Ruth knows the man too; from her life as a hooker.

So the stage is set here for Harry to fight one of his battles, his own sense of helplessness and hopelessness.  But he will use Ruth, demean her by asking her for a blowjob because he knows she’s given that to the other man, because he needs to see himself at least at that level of the other man in her eyes. 

And Ruth cannot deny him.  For Ruth, as well as the reader, knows something that Harry does not.  That ties her to him in a subservient manner that has taken away her own sense of freedom.  Strangely enough, the freedom that Harry found in her she must give up herself.

Men  do see a reinforcing of power, control, self confidence in the sexual act.  Harry, at least here, is being honest about it.  And the sex must be of a different manner, leaving us to assume that in the relationship with Ruth, as in his marriage to Janice, plain old sex had lost its worth as a tool. (No pun intended.)

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REALITY?: Attitude

Funny thing happened on the way to an employment cover letter; I completely lost my nerve.

Basically, everyone will tell you about the power of positive thinking; especially expounding on its worth to a fairly negative-minded individual such as I.  Personally, I have my own strategy that works up a good attitude based on negativity but I don’t have a problem with no one seeing that.  What I do believe is that what works for you, works, regardless of the road traveled.  Likewise, when you take an unfamiliar route, you’ve got a good chance at getting lost–and disappointed.

Time, I suppose, to look back at the map.

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LITERATURE: Rabbit, Run – Verisimilitude

Post-reading of Murakami, Marquez, O’Brien with the forced suspension of disbelief required brings to mind Updike’s near insistence on the realities of existence.

The setting, the interaction of characters, the getting inside to see the motivations, all beat home the notion of the indecision of our lives on a day-to-day basis.  The recognition of reality with its options, its possibilities, its hope and its hopelessness. The emotional swings that follow a major decision finally made is the core of this book, and our job as readers is the same as that of the characters: to make some sense of it all if there is sense to be made.

Updike’s concentration on description, I believe, is to involve the reader in that reality–in Rabbit’s reality.  To make the reader care enough for him and those he affects as if he were a friend that’s taken a path we’re not sure is for the best.  The way Updike fits everything together in a manner that leaves us a world that we can believe exists–forgetting that all fiction is just that, an appearance of reality that doesn’t exist–keeps us tied to the tale, anxious for the story.  It tickles somewhere in the back of the mind where we aren’t required to act, and yet can’t ignore the situation.

Is that Updike’s intention?  Does an author always know, much less plan, who will get our attention?

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REALITY?: After the rain

I love the first good rain after the spring planting.  Seeds stuck in the ground just last Sunday are popping up without my help of going down each row and carefully dribbling water so that the plants and not the weeds are fed.

This morning, all the rest that didn’t stick their heads out–except for stubborn winter squash and sage–have broken soil.  Lettuce, spinach, green beans, cukes and yellow squash, zinnias, poppies, basil, dill; all marking places in a rather staggered row amid the cheater plants like tomatoes and the peppers.  No broccoli this year; I’m sick and tired of poking slender stalks within the heads for movement.  Why can’t broccoli worms look like something other than the broccoli itself?  Be yellow or even black or red?  Miss one and you’ll find him (with any luck) floating on the top of steaming water.  If not and he died with death-grip on a branch, well…

The birds are happy too.  My friendly lady hummingbird is not among the several visiting this year.  I fear the worst.  Yet a young male has sized me up–with a bit of bravado in the morning when I’ve still got on my satin green and raspberry-collared robe–and comes right up to me to hover in my face before he feeds.  The cardinals will make a show of hopping round each side of the feeder then face me squarely chirping loudly of the fact that it’s run out of seed. Towhees, titmice, juncos, chickadees, sparrows, buntings, grosbeaks, housefinch, goldfinch, cowbirds, catbirds, doves, red-winged blackbirds and the occasional grackle all have their own unique way of feeding and their particular favorite of the mix.  I watch as they fling the seed around to get the choice of what they want.  A male cardinal will feed his almost full-grown son–did you know that?

We won’t talk about the chipmunks.  Or the coyote turds right by the bushes around the house.  Or the bear across the street ambling through the neighbor’s playground for the kids.  No, I didn’t see him; it seems I never do.  The bears will go on by when everyone else is looking in that direction and me, my nose is either in a book or my fingers are on this keyboard. 

Wait–I look up, thinking maybe…but no.  There is no bear.

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LITERATURE: Rabbit, Run – More Psychology

Updike gives us characters that he understands–if not agreeing with their choices–and allows us that same insight.  As I’ve shown in a previous example, we follow Rabbit’s motivations by knowing his thought processes, his dreams, his desires.  He becomes a full rounded character by our understanding of how he thinks–or sometimes ignores events and people–in his situation. 

What we’re being treated to now is another point of view, that of Rabbit’s inlaws’ minister, Eccles, as he interacts with Rabbit and others affected by Rabbit’s decision to leave his family. Here he is visiting Rabbit’s mother, and by their conversation as well as getting inside Eccles’ head, we become more involved with the story:

Eccles smiles, wondering if the Lutheran church gives everyone such ideas.  Luther himself was a little like this, perhaps–overstating half-truths in a kind of comic wrath.  The whole black Protestant paradox-thumping maybe begins there.  Deep fundamental hopelessness in such a mind.  Hubris is shoving the particular aside.  Maybe: he’s forgotten most of the theology they made him absorb.  It occurs to him that he should see Angstrom’s pastor.  (p. 150)

What this gives us in another point of view, a character trying to understand another character. At the same time, we begin to understand that character as well.  These are all very different people and their reactions to what Rabbit has done is going to give us all the different angles.

That is, besides our own reader response.

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REALITY?: For Ladies Only

A word of warning to the wise: After a certain age, a can of men’s shaving cream left conveniently in the shower will blow up.

Age being relevant to both the can and the lady, that is.  I’m not sure exactly when it happened, sometime in the past year I think, but legs don’t need to be shaved every day when we reach a certain age.  Therefore, the shaving cream lasts a lot longer and in the shower, the can will get rusty (I’ve watched them rust and worried about it for years but it evidently was used up too quickly to be a danger) and explode through the little pinholes of rust.  Not a huge explosion; rather, a pretty cloud of fluffy shaving cream descending down three shower shelves.

While this change in shaving requirements may occur in the mid to late fifties, it may also occur earlier.  Realized this by noting that I’ve been shaving automatically without knowing if I needed to or not simply because–also at a certain age–my eyes became bifocular and therefore I couldn’t see my legs without my glasses on which, of course, I do not normally wear in the shower.

So there you go.

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LITERATURE: Rabbit, Run – Philosophy

The timing of the reading of this section, where Rabbit goes to work part-time as a gardener, couldn’t have been better for me.  It echos the gardener’s love of the earth and growing things, the whole idea of rethinking life as spring rebuilds itself:

Funny, for these two months he never has to cut his fingernails,  He lops, lifts, digs.  He plants annuals, packets the old lady gives him–nasturtiums, poppies, sweet peas, petunias.  He loves folding the hoed ridge of crumbs of soil over the seeds.  Sealed, they cease to be his.  The simplicity.  Getting rid of something by giving it to itself.  God Himself folded into the tiny adamant structure, Sef-destined to a succession of explosions, the great slow gathering out of water and air and silicon: this is felt without words in the turn of the round hoe-handle in his palms.  (p. 127)

There seems to be a change in Rabbit, a mellow acceptance, a seeing of life as a continual renewal of itself.  Oddly, he didn’t seem to see this in the birth of his son, the imminent birth of his second child. 

Updike has made this first break in the narrative; there are no chapters, no other sequencing of note.  Is this then a turning point?  Does Rabbit feel as I do when my fingers are stained with the good earth?

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LITERATURE: IF I’d have had a child…

…it would have been brought up on this:

S is for Susan who perished of fits

(Thanks to Michael Gates for the link to How to Die in a Proper Way)

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BLOGGING: Space

A funny thing happened this morning; well, not all that funny, just thought-provoking about new media means of communication such as text messaging, forums, and in particular, blogging.

I went to leave a comment on a friend’s weblog entry, and found that comments had been closed.  My reaction was a simple oh… backing away quietly, feeling much as an intruder, and yet my mind continued on a path of wondering and reasoning.  Certainly I can’t take it as a personal affront, as would a face-to-face or telephone conversation indicate; weblogs are public spaces, open-ended as to time and intent.  There are many reasons why commenting would be disallowed; spam being the most obvious.  But it also may reveal the writer/creator’s purpose.  Whether it is a private arena where wandering is inevitable but not acknowledged.  Such as having friends stay over and offering all manner of hospitality, yet not expecting them to open up the bureau drawers.

What does this new form of communication offer in its sharing of space?  Where are the boundaries?  What are the rules of etiquette, and how are they presented?  What are we to imagine when we visit, if without body language or eye contact we must depend on words?

Interesting in how all this develops in any new form of interaction.

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LITERATURE: Rabbit, Run – Stream of Consciousness

Along the lines of psychological realism, Updike has some more character insight that comes closer to stream of consciousness:

Holding a three wood, absorbed in its heavy reddish head and grass-stained face and white stripe prettily along the edge, he thinks O.K., if you’re so smart and clenches and swirls.  Ahg: when she tumbled so easily, to balk this!  The mouth of torn grass and the ball runs, hops and hops, hides in a bush; white tail.  And when he walks there, the bush is damn somebody, his mother; he lifts the huffy branches like skirts, in a fury of shame but with care not to break any, and these branches bother his legs while he tries to pour his will down into the hard irreducible pellet that is not really himself yet in a way is; just the way it sits there in the center of everything.  (p. 123)

I’m not concerned here with what this means, what his thought process is but more with the fact that it is a throught process.  The only italicized phrase is "O.K. if you’re so smart" and yet the third person narrative here is of the stream of consciousness form, as if taken from Rabbit’s head and explained in a more psychological manner. As if to form the random thoughts into a more cohesive, more telling statement of Rabbit’s thinking.  Not to explain, but to show that Rabbit is at last allowing himself to admit his feelings to himself and to try to understand them.   

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LITERATURE: Rabbit, Run – Psychological Realism

I’m not sure that I quite understand the definition of psychological realism–in many places it appears to have more to do with the interaction of the reader rather than characterization–yet it’s the first thing I thought of in Updike’s depth of portrayal of Rabbit.

His day had been bothered by God: Ruth mocking, Eccles blinking–why did they teach you such things if no one believed them?  It seems plain, standing here, that if there is this floor there is a ceiling, that the true space in which we live is upward space.  Someone is dying.  In this great stretch of brick someone is dying.  The thought comes from nowhere: simple percentages.  Someone in some house along these streets, if not this minute then the next, dies; and in that suddenly stone chest the heart of this flat prostrate rose seems to him to be.  He moves his eyes to find the spot; perhaps he can see the cancer-blackened soul of an old man mount through the blue like a monkey on a string.  He strains his ears to hear the pang of release as this ruddy illusion at his feet gives up this reality.  Silence blasts him.  Chains of cars creep without noise; a dot comes out of a door.  What is he doing here, standing on air?  Why isn’t he home?  He becomes frightened and begs Ruth, "Put your arm around me."  (p. 108)

Rabbit is obviously going through some mental gymnastics.  His decision to leave his pregnant wife and two year-old son was spur-of-the moment; the scene the original "I’m going out for a pack of cigarettes" that indicates not the immediate, but the built-upon.

Yet as with Kerouac’s hero in On The Road, he comes back to the area, depends on friends, hovers near, looking at his life positioned just around the corner from it, or peeking in through a kitchen window.

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LITERATURE: Rabbit, Run – Elements of Prose and Poetry

At the side of her neck where it shades into her shoulder there is a shallow white hollow where his attention curls and rests.  (p. 69)

Alliteration: shades into her shoulder and shallow white hollow. Beautiful, soft, smooth.

Personification: where his attention curls and rests.  As if it were a tired toddler settling comfortably into his bed.

Some wonderful stuff here from Updike; a writer’s writer.  He sneaks these in among metaphors and similes that appear so naturally and yet I’m sure have been if not thought out and planned, a language that has become a part of the way Updike thinks.

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