POETRY: Checking in at the Halfway Mark

With the first half of National Poetry Month gone by, thought I’d check in with the folks at Poemaddiction among my picking up poetic inspiration at fictionaut and at other spots along the way together with some of my favorite poets off the shelf.

Here are a few lines from Morning by Nick Rego that were so alive with image and meaning:

Standing still, observing
grey fabric flapping as she moves
while underneath a color is bursting to
break free (…)

And from Odd Man Out by Bianca, these opening lines set the tone of movement and sensuality:

love swings her hips
and saunters by

Neha brings past memories of a different lifestyle into the present in her poetry and that produces some lovely imagery, as in Frosted Feet:

remember how we loved and lived then?
and how we would link our arms through
each others, dancing our way
through the darkness at midnight?”

Evan writes some heavy duty poetry, and most of his work is heavy with metaphor and simile that evokes images of great intensity. Here, in Along the Way:

the little raindrops
spun around the street drain
like little boys in firemen suits
pretending to be grown-up
as they jump to their death,

And a man who works in many mediums, many forms, Steve Ersinghaus, offers some beautiful images in April 8th:

like the sun going down
shadowed like a warm
canyon that echoes
whispers, old songs,
memories of soft touches
now and to come, under blankets,
in back seats, on couches

As well as some straight talk simple and relative to our lives, here in its entirety, April 7th:

I don’t remember april 7
nobody really does
like water we stepped
through years before
that’s long dried
and colorless.

Great stuff, no? Check out poemaddiction to catch up on what’s been posted and what’s yet to be conceived and written down.

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NEW MEDIA: Internet Connected

This morning I received an e-mail from Amazon.com where I frequently purchase books.

Dear Amazon.com Customer,
As someone who has purchased or rated books by Roland Barthes, you might like to know that Health Insurance And Health Savings Account Made Easy is now available. You can order yours for just $9.95 by following the link below.

I’m still trying to figure out the connection between Barthes and Health Insurance and even with the longest stretch, I cannot see one. So? Obviously a sales gimmick to push a current hot topic on some configuration of their customers.

This is what bothers me about social networking and internet identifiers. Bad enough that folks don’t seem to “get” us in real life, but on the net where we’ve so carefully (and carelessly) let ourselves be judged by what we write, link to, photo-share, and buy? The old Animals’ tune is running around in my mind: “I’m just a soul whose intentions are good/Oh Lord, please don’t let me be misunderstood.” It’s one of our  fears, for many of us, one of our biggest.

So is an internet identity as cool as we think? Is what we put out there–real or wishful fantasy–something we want hanging in cyberspace well beyond our own physical presence has mouldered (or been crispy-fried) away? Interesting, this new technology, eh?

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WRITING: A Few Things Learned in the Solitude of a Crowd

I recently took part in a 24-hour Arts Marathon on the campus of Tunxis Community College (Farmington, CT) and learned quite a bit about artists, people, and myself.

When you close people together up in a room, particularly if those people are writers, they may come out of their trances long enough to interact with each other. That is, if they were putting effort into a project and had the strong winds of the muse at their back to begin with.

I came into the room with the best of intentions to get something accomplished but alas, without a shred of concept of story in any form or format. Nevertheless, I plugged in the laptop. Very shortly thereafter a sentence appeared and from there, a story spit itself out. Took eleven friggin’ hours, but it did.

I’m sort of an introvert, easily intimidated by crowds–that’s two people or more–and find myself unable to really make small talk, tell jokes–or find anyone else’s funny when I’m concentrating on a story–and have always been eloquentially dysfunctional though I find it easy to write in a more or less semi-intelligent manner. Whereas I am stymied by the simplest of queries in conversation, if corresponding via a keyboard I can hold up my own. Therefore, if centered within a group, I listen.

You can learn a whole lot by listening (though I do hope that anyone listening to my recitations under these same conditions allow me the same leeway I hope to extend them). The revelations, the contradictions, the habits that are observed can teach one not only about the person with whom one is incarcerated but about people in general, and more so, about one’s own self. Did you never notice that the most annoying things you find in others are most often sins you yourself commit on a regular basis?

In other words, I do apologize for being, well, human. And I must add, thank you for teaching me that and adding to my storehouse of information on characterization in writing.

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BLOGGING: New Spam That Am

Aside from the obvious flaws in grammar and typos, what blogger would not want to believe these words of a comment are coming from the heart of a legitimate source:

This is a good post, which features worthwhile information. If you invest your time in reading this, article it really worth it. This article starts in a perfect way. The author has full grip on the topic through out the article. I like the way in which writer has ended his article. It is not a regular useless post in which even writer is not sure that what exactly he wants to say.

It’s the new spam. It comes in the form of flattery and it’s been around a while but not usually to such a degree of attempted eloquence and well, bullshit. And, it’s from semi-legitimate sites rather than the drug companies and game and porno lords.

But, it’s still spam. Ah, if  t’would only be written by genuine readers and friends, enamored truly of our output of words!

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POETRY: April’s National Poetry Month Catchup

Day #8 of Poem Addiction Enjoy a new poem each day of April by each of several talented poets!

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LITERATURE: Next Up

As a treat to myself for all the writing I’ve been doing lately and in getting work published, William Faulkner.

It was a tossup among Faulkner, Marquez and McCarthy–all of which I have a few unread copies of–but I think that the last book (The Confessions of Nat Turner) turned me back on to the Southern novel.

Faulkner’s writing is amazing. I need to read for that too right now.

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LITERATURE: The Confessions of Nat Turner – Finale

As with all fiction based on historical fact, I approached this novel by William Styron warily and come away from it pretty much in the same frame of mind.

Extremely well-written, beautiful language, dramatic arc–yes, even as Nat’s condemnation is fairly well established immediately. Styron solves the “letdown” problem for those readers who insist upon an unrevealed ending by cleverly introducing the one murder that Nat Turner has actually committed by his own hand, a lovely young empathetic character named Margaret Whitehead. With this knowledge at the beginning of the story, and with further scenes between Nat and Margaret, Styron not only emphasizes the relationship but maintains the biggest question that seeks an answer throughout the book: Why did Nat kill her?

What bothers me about historical fiction (and Styron states his intention is less to produce a historical novel than a meditation on history), is still the speculation rather than knowledge of the central character of Nat Turner and what made him not only stir up such a bloodthirsty revolution but to follow in this first person narrative his innermost thoughts and dealings.

Then I must remember that it is only that; speculation. And in no one’s words but Nat’s alone (the “confessions” are fact, as are some of the events) could we ever truly know the character of Nat Turner and the day by day accounts offered within the story. Had the book been written by a contemporary of Turner’s, it still would be interpretation rather than pure fact and so with this in mind, I can read the narrative of the events of 1831 and the story of this man’s life as a “possibility” that is close to truth.

I’ve since read elsewhere that Styron’s book was viewed as racist by many but without finding the specific claims of offense I would have to say that I find much in the depiction of Nat Turner’s character that would apply to human nature and tendencies towards bigotry and superiority that we find in ourselves. It is clearly a great injustice that was done to a people, but there is honesty–I think–in Styron’s implication that there were indeed many Negroes who at the time felt they had it pretty good in comparison to others, even free whites. The whole idea of “freedom” however, is what rankled the most. And this, I think, is again something that is deep inside all of us.

No where is this more clearly illustrated than the answer to that question that plagues us of the killing of Margaret by Nat. Turner has already realized that he can no longer claim God and the Bible as a direct exhortation to go on the murderous rampage. Margaret is heartbroken by the ill treatment of blacks and yet it is the manner in which she feels free enough to speak of it with him that emphasizes the difference between them and inspires the hatred that burns within him. He himself uses the sore points of others to inflame their own feelings to get them to kill. Nat Turner, I think, recognizes the sameness in each of us.

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LITERATURE: The Confessions of Nat Turner – Irony

As Nat makes his plans and recruits a small band of friends, this passage stops me cold:

One of these, an older man named Joe, has told me that he wants to be baptized and I look forward to the rites with satisfaction. (It is rare enough that I encounter a Negro with spiritual aspirations, much less one who also might become, potentially, a murderer.) (p. 320)

It is historical fact that religion and violence are inextricably entwined, that much evil is done in the name of faith and yet Nat appears to be more than just affected by spirituality (his original direction from God could be attributed more to the weakness and hallucinatory effect of a five-day fast) than by pure hatred and cunning. He handpicks his followers based on their degree of strength as well as depth of anger and hurt. He looks down upon his own even as he builds to a bloody rage against those who look down upon him.

It’s interesting. For me, it goes beyond cultures and offenses, but goes to the heart of all argument; human nature.

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POETRY: National Poetry Month

As I’ve said on Facebook and twitter, “write a poem, read a poem, live a piece of poetry every day.” Not just in April, but every day as the mood strikes.

Visit the poetry blogs of your lyrical friends, take to heart what they say. Here’s another dedicated to celebrate at Poem Addiction.

Maybe it’s the warm breeze that breathes new life into the soul and comes out in poetical form.

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POETRY: Father and Child

Beyond the white cotton wings at the window
over the sink where I stand, like a heron
single-legged, balanced,
the lawn rolls away
in a tangled grass sea.

Last autumn’s yellow dry
skeleton fingers protecting the new,
the green, the dumb young blades
fresh with March rains
pulling at the earth to be free.

Dish in hand, dripping bubbles of
whorling spring colors I watch,
breathing in a day unhampered
by panes, loose and free as the sunlight,
the sweet scent of a grassfire.

The time before I turned twelve,
useful and eager as a boy,
burning the lawn, father and child,
rakes and matches, a garden snake
hose watching nearby.

Before the time claimed by gender,
mother-daughter fingering silks and
Vogue patterns, sewing French seams;
that short wondrous time of sharing,
of father and daughter and spring.

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LITERATURE: The Confessions of Nat Turner – Style and Statement

Lord knows it didn’t look like I was ever going to keep on this book, but even though it was tough for me to enjoy reading–and I’m still not sure whether it was the story thus far or just my own overdose to reading–I hit a new pace with it today, determined to either read it or shelve it.

The story begins with the days before the trial of Nat Turner, so we are immediately made aware of what he’s accused of, what he admits to, and the ultimate and likely effect of that being his condemnation to death for the crimes. Once this happens, we are then left with Nat’s reflections on his life and this is in fact where the story became more interesting.

There’s a lot going on with this, the writing style is beautiful, the story bothers me both for its view of pre-Civil War plantation life and (for me) the concept of its being based on historical facts yet a work of fiction, and how we then view the character of Nat Turner in this work. If we trust the author, William Styron, to have kept to the basic facts, then we have a Negro child who is a slave with same privilege based on his mother’s position in the house, the luck of being in the “possession” of a kindly and sympathetic master, and having the intelligence to grasp opportunity and learn to rise above what for other blacks was a horrendous life.

First, the writing:

It was a Saturday, one of those dusty, ocherous autumnal days whose vivid weather never again seems so sweet and inviting after that youthful time of discovery: wood smoke and maple leaves blazing in the trees, an odor of apples everywhere like a winy haze, squirrels scampering for chinquapins at the edge of the woods, a constant stridor of crickets among the withering grass, and over all a ripe sunny heat edged with feathery gusts of wind smelling of charred oak and winter. ( p. 182)

There is a beauty in the description, in this, as Nat is about to hear from his owner, Marse Samuel, that he is going to eventually be freed. Yet Styron is just as precise in his imagery when Nat is sitting awaiting his own execution.

There is a natural distaste for the word “nigger” as we have come to know it, and yet it is contemporary to the time and natural in use in this book, as is true of many novels set in the time span of the American South. What I find more discomforting is the image of the human nature of man that goes deeper than color; it is instinct to want to feel superior to someone, and thus, Nat is repulsed by the black laborers who do not share the benefits that he enjoys in his place in the family.

This is also where I wonder how much of it is the truth about the man, Nat Turner, himself, and what is inspired by him but interpreted by the author.

In the same section as the excerpt above, we go into another area of both Nat and again, human nature itself, in seeking love and sexual bonding as Nat and his friend Willis explore their friendship.

Getting back to writing style, If find Styron to be expertly skilled in transitioning story as he plays within the various time spans of Nat’s story. And this, in foreshadowing, as what would seemingly be a perfect day comes to a close:

Yet as I say, whenever I reflected upon that eighteenth year of mine and that day and the events which quickly followed, it was clear to me that this promontory had been not a restful way station but an ending; beyond that place there was no gentle, continuing climb toward the great hills but a sudden astonishing abyss into which I was hurled like a willow leaf by the howling winds. (p. 204)

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WRITING: Some Cold Hard Facts

I was recently asked by a friend to take part in a college Job Fair at Trinity College (Hartford, CT) to offer students some insight on writing as a career. Now far be it for me to claim this status and that for the very reason I would state as my first writer’s fact of life: It’s a non-profit job for almost all but the few, the celebrity, or the journalist.

In line with my previous post on online literary magazines, it is even harder to get anything but satisfaction and credentials from fiction writing in particular since few offer payment, and the “two copies of the issue” which was the standard offering no longer is a viable incentive.

Writing is an intensely demanding user of time. Not just in the writing, but in the editing process (and you damn well better spend time here), the reading of contemporaries’ work and the journals themselves to understand what they’re looking for in the work, the submission process itself which includes some timesavers like Duotrope but still involves a lot of juggling and meeting deadlines and writing to spec or theme, keeping word count in mind, changing language sometimes to suit, meeting the process requirements of double/single spacing, name on or not on pages, attachments or within the body of an email, font, margins, bio yes or bio no, etc. and then changing all to the standards of either .doc, .rtf, or plain text (.docx and anything Mac are still verboten) and then remembering (or using the spreadsheet) of who got what.

I put a lot of time into this. Not even counting the ten years of diddling around. For the past six months it’s been an almost non-stop venture of writing, reading, submitting, and all that entails. On top of that, there’s a certain amount of investment needed in supporting other writers. Yes! We’re not a vicious group of sneaky competitors, we try to help each other out. I personally tend to be nurturing and encouraging and so there’s a lot of time spent here as well. But that’s just a part of my nature (Scorpio) to do something either 100% or don’t do it at all. I’d say then that if writing is something that you love to do, you have to make that commitment–even if you’re simply allowing yourself some given period of time to publish or bust.

Then again, I’d not encourage anyone who gets enjoyment from writing a short story, a bit of poetry, but does not have the ambition to go through the process of publishing or getting paid for writing (which as I’ve noted, are not necessarily one and the same) to lay down their pen or stay away from the keyboard. There’s just as much satisfaction and joy in the doing.

So in summary, you don’t have to take it seriously. Writing can be as enjoyable or therapeutic as any chosen pastime. But if your intent is to share your work amongst a larger audience than your mother and your best friend, you really must take it seriously. It takes persistence and it demands dedication. It’s too much effort in both time and emotion to make only a half-ass hopeful stab.

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WRITING: Publishing Print vs. Online

Rather dated, but just recently brought to our attention is this article by David Lynn of the Kenyon Review on “Print vs. Internet: An Ongoing Conversation.”  Mr. Lynn questions–as all writers have at some point–the sponge-worthiness (my own standard–you’d have had to see the Seinfeld episode to figure this one out) of online literary journals as opposed to their more (considered) austere brethren (and parents), the print journal. He does this not as editor alone–though he offers some great insight by way of his discussions with other editors–but as a writer seeking a home for his own story.

Another possibility would be, as I’ve mentioned, to send the new story to any one of the dozens of electronic journals burgeoning on the Internet. But what would it mean for me to abandon print? Less status? Not least foregoing the tactile pleasure of holding the printed thing itself in my hand? How much is that worth?

As one of the comments (Barry, of Dogzplot) indicates, this is a 10 year-old argument:

very good literature has been published online for at least ten years now, this conversation is so old i wish people who engaged in it now would offer something new to the discusiion. necessity caused from economic decline? prestige? holding print artifacts? all old news.

what should come next in this discussion? lets talk about whats at stake for print publishers and larger publishing houses once people realize online publishing is here to stay and the quality of material being published, can be, in many cases, just as amazing…

This reminds me of the same old, same old we’re having still regarding hypertext and other new media literature since I’m trying personally to break down some barriers and add to the growing number of venues willing to realize that they have the facilities to offer hypertext easily simply by virtue of their being an online publication.

As a writer I’m more than willing to bend over backwards to go beyond the simple “does this story fit the tone of the particular magazine?” to produce a submission that is set to the format somewhat of that publisher, changing presentation–including colors, images, fonts, etc.–so that it is less restrictive or demanding for an editor to visualize it as part of his production. I’ve always offered as well to change all internal story links to reflect whatever the url arrangement would be should the piece be accepted. In other words, marketing of the medium is a biggie.

So with the consideration of publishing online versus print still a question in many minds, perhaps because of the nature of hypertext and its dependence upon the web for its very life I’m more openminded towards the concept of having my work published online. That, and the realization that 1) there are already tons, and I mean tons, of online only literary journals that are of the highest quality; 2) many of the formerly snooty print only journals have come to the necessary decision because of financial pressure to either go online or go under; 3) more and more people are reading short fiction online; and 4) the publications that were dependent upon writers and libraries alone as subscribers are often losing their audience (/revenue–meaning that many had turned to requiring fees from writers to submit and we all know how that idea went over) and limiting their readership without offering at least a companion online piece. In this last point, Mr. Lynn does offer his on feelings on the difference between the print and online version of the Kenyon Review.

So to sum up, Online Literary sites are coming into their own and forming a new and stable community of both producers of exquisite writing and a loyal readership that are going to be established well after the dust has settled.

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WRITING: An Author’s Best Friend

Been meaning to spread the word here about Dorothee Lang’s latest project, The Daily s-press, a place that showcases books daily with the focus on new books from small presses (+ indie presses): paperbacks, chapbooks, and e-books,
presented by authors and small publishers that could benefit from the exposure this site can offer.

Dorothee runs The Blue Print Review and as a writer of fine prose and poetry, she has the foresight to know what the public is seeking in the literary arts, and is gracious enough to publicize those authors.

Go check out the site, see what’s hot, and spread the word to others who might wish to submit their own published pieces for Dorothee to showcase at the Daily s-press.

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REALITY?: Bulka

Usually I make two of them, but I didn’t have poppyseed filling nor the nuts and honey, so this is all I did this time, on the left is apricot, and on the right side is cream cheese with (an overload of) raisins.

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