LITERATURE & REALITY: Timing

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Saturday morning Slide Tile games to busy hands while the mind works hard to contemplate and come up with the thought that no, there really is no purpose to life…maybe. Just breathe just breed and if the mind develops silly concepts of some more than this it must create a reason and the cycle cycles on. Timing of real events, the reading of Alias Grace, the remnants of 100 Years, it’s all perception, color tinged ideas by each artist multiplied by millions gone before and yet to come.

And then the colors painted by the unknown Painter of the sky begins to force another day of wondering upon us.

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LITERATURE: Truth is Stranger than…

Check out the story one-liners on this list from the New York Times of the 100 Notable Books of the Year.

Now is it me or do the non-fiction books, in general, sound more exciting than the fiction–despite the fact that McCarthy and Marquez are there–?

Why would the freedom of the imagination allowed in fiction, good writing notwithstanding since we should in this day and age assume that again, in general, most of these notables would be well written, not be more dramatic and enticing than non-fiction?  When we can not only create a character that falls off a cliff and lives but goes on to conquer new worlds do we not write about it?  Is our imagination becoming more sterile, more reality based (is there a correlation with the upsurge in reality based tv?) while we seek the most outrageous, the most telling in our real life heroes and thieves? 

This thought seems to tie in with a previous post referring to Michael’s at 2 Blowhards on the state of the novel.  Maybe there is a reason why fewer people are fiction-oriented.  From some of the descriptions on this list, I can well see why.  Many of these are just remakes of the same old, same old, which confirms the 8 or 37 basic plot theory, but where is the flight of fancy, the impossible dream, the escape, or the special world of man’s own making where he can control and yet lets the reader go on to explore further by using the right side of the brain? 

It is curious, no?

Yet even as I read Margaret Atwood’s Alias Grace it bothers me that this is a fictionalized account of a true event.  This is a personal flaw of mine I realize; creating a story around fact while including some fact–after all, Atwood is making up all these conversations and even the character of Dr. Simon Jordan who is the antagonist to the real Grace Marks’ protagonist.  Reminds me a bit of the mix of cartoon and human flesh in Who Killed Roger Rabbit?   I find it ironic that while being given a diverse and contradictory view of Grace within the story by those who have supposedly known her and perceived her one way or another, we are given yet another "not faithfully true" view by this fictionalized story, and will create yet another based on everyone’s given thoughts (of real and unreal characters) to come up with our own version of the lady.

The success of Alias Grace and its appeal may be a culmination of what strikes me about the N.Y. Times Most Notables list:  Reality can be more intriguing, but with the freedom of fiction you would have the best of both worlds.  I believe that is why Stephen King’s stories were so intense; being home-based New Hampshire, real world and real lives but with one small thing out of place. 

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TECHNOLOGY: Fixed

I’ve not felt like writing or thinking or playing, so immersed myself inside the shop computer and gleefully discovered that the problem was a broken plastic clip holding the wire connection to the on/off button.  A dab of hot melt and it’s good as new.

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REALITY: Thanksgiving Day

Well I’ve gotten an early start on the feast since I couldn’t go back to sleep, but since Jim loves turkey, I’m hoping he won’t mind it for breakfast.

It started snowing just a bit ago, and I remember that I forgot to dig up the dahlias.  But a layer of snow covers a lot of the undone autumn chores and with luck, I won’t be reminded until spring tries to push its way past the dead flora and fauna that should have been cut.  One year I actually left deadheads on as seeds for the birds.  That spring I had plenty of weeds and flowers sprouting in the lawn.

I’ve set out my tapioca to make in the morning; traditionally eggnog for this holiday, but sometimes coffee, chocolate, orange or good plain vanilla.  In my Kitchenaid mixer I’ll make piecrust while at the same time grinding the turkey guts (sorry, giblets) for the stuffing.  Can’t seem to make less stuffing than for a twenty-plus pound bird, so there will be some extra left over.  Oh yes, one more thing I’m thankful for this Thanksgiving:  I’m the only one who still knows how to make stuffing just like my mom’s.

Have a good Thanksgiving Day, enjoy food and family and friends.  Yes, and like me, let the snow cover the things undone, the things unpretty, until they’re forgotten and the new goodness grows underneath to sprout up and bloom in the spring.

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REALITY: Giving Thanks

I’ll get back to Literature shortly, but right now I’m sitting in the shop replacing the plug end of an electrical extention cord and with pliers and knife I think of one more thing I am thankful for.  My dad had three girls, but the best of both worlds.  One joined him in his enthusiasm for high school and college football and basketball.  One gave him the break he needed from the  shopping he hated.  And one watched and learned all he had to teach about mechanical, plumbing and electrical repairs, carpentry, painting, and other fun stuff.  And all three of us stuffed him with cakes and pies and the grossest ice cream sundaes he loved.  My mom gave us the love of fine things and whatever we couldn’t buy, she taught us to make.  We sewed dresses and gowns and business suits and curtains; rehemmed skirts from twenty-six inches to twelve when the style struck.  I had sisters who could (mostly) keep secrets, aunts and uncles who came for the holidays, a babcia and dziadziu who spoke broken English but always let us know we were loved.  Friends who shared, teachers who inspired, men who left but left something good from each bit of stay.  I have freedom and the love of a husband, people who in whether a minute or years are still teaching me life and the nature of man.  I am thankful to God or what force I hope to exist, and I hope you too are as wealthy as I and give thanks for the bounty we have.

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REALITY: November Morning

Bright sunshine promise follows sleep-spattered night.  Unconscious at nine, awake in the fright of a nightmare at midnight.  Warmed by a laptop for hours without writing, eating chocolate toes and fudge filled eyeballs leftover from Halloween night.  Head for the bed in the wee hours of morning, warm wrapped in the hold of a man still asleep and unknowing I even crept in.  Switch channels as quick as mind movies are recognized seeking a comedy, something to laugh me to sleep and hours later I find it.  Then I wake to bright sunshine promise following another sleep-spattered night.

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WRITING: Walls Without Doors

Seems I am back to my opening line syndrome, despite the fact that I have incorporated planning into my learned skills.  I may have a better idea where a story is going, but there ain’t a damn thing I can write about it.

So the gauntlet is laid.  Where to find the pole of sentences to vault jauntily over the barriers of then…?  Six newly started stories, a dozen old ones ripened for rewriting, all sitting on the cliff afraid to climb, too frightened to let go their hooked grip to learn if they could fly.  I’m stymied by the wealth of knowledge, the tools at my disposal that represent techniques I’ve learned to recognize in reading and understand the mechanics of how they work and what they do.  Much like standing in a gourmet shop with tons of money and an appetite.

I need to worry this less; I need to lessen this worry.  I need to fly regardless of if I can.

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SELF ANALYSIS: Susie Comma Grows Up

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You scored 15% Sociability and 64% Sophistication!
Congratulations! You are the semicolon! You are the highest expression of punctuation; no one has more of a right to be proud. In the hands of a master, you will purr, sneering at commas, dismissing periods as beneath your contempt. You separate and connect at the same time, and no one does it better. The novice will find you difficult to come to terms with, but you need no one. You are secure in your elegance, knowing that you, and only you, have the power to mark the skill or incompetence of the craftsman. You have no natural enemies; all fear you. And never, NEVER let anyone tell you that you cannot appear in dialogue!

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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You scored higher than 0% on Sociability
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You scored higher than 65% on Sophistication

Which Punctuation Mark Are You Test
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REALITY: Transformed

Mid-morning daydreams, delicious.  Concocted out of conscious mind and mixed with exotic spice of life, whole wheat experience, sweet cocoas, caramels.  Kneaded under pressure to make a dough that’s pliable, reformable, heated in the oven of the mind to reveal a daily bread, airspun souffle or just desserts.

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REALITY: Necessity is…

…truly the mother of invention.  A bum barn door that threatens to flatten me like Wile E. Coyote every time it jumps its track fixed by switching doors around instead of spending money now on proper replacements before the winter.

Sweaters, flannel shirts and blankets save on oil.  Less but longer shop shifts take advantage of the slowly built-up heat.  All that squash baked and frozen into chocolate breakfast breads.  Ten gallons of red ruby wine from grapes.

A turkey from the freezer, pie fillings from the stash of better times, and all we need this Thanksgiving are the other friends who have no place to go.

The necessity is the gratefulness we feel when what we have becomes enough to share.

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LITERATURE: Alias Grace – Update

A quarter way through the book, and while I’m finding it a most enjoyable read, reminiscent of my long-time affair with murder mysteries, especially based on true crime, I do not find any deep meaning to uncover.  Since the mystery is more to the extent of Grace’s involvement and the unraveling of her self-protective layers by Dr. Simon Jordan and the reader, I suppose my focus is more on the writing style.  Atwood is, as usual, excellent in her application of the repertoire of skills.  There is also an interesting aspect of the history of the era, the gender bias as well as the social bias of the times, so more than just the character study comes into play. 

It always bothers the purist in me to fictionalize truth, but then, seeing what is happening each and every day in reality, there probably is no such thing as truth when you recognize perception as just another individual bias. 

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REALITY: Morning Services

A neighbor driving by, slows, stops.  Bids good morning, laughs and questions the incongruity of what I carry to the shop; a laptop, hammer, jug of wine. 

The hammer used to hang a mirror in the house, the gallon jug of wine line-marked for water for the coffeepot.  The laptop, I explain, is part of me.  He waves and drives away as the buzz of leafblowers ring the morning call to service.

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LITERATURE: Losing the Novel?

Very interesting post at 2 Blowhards titled "Book-length Fiction?" regarding the value of the novel, its length versus short story and the time it demands from the reader as well as what the reader demands from it. 

Michael makes the statement:

Watching a film, you know that the camera will cut away to someone else soon. You’re certain that the location will change. There’ll always be something or somebody new to look at and listen to.

By contrast, on-the-page fiction offers nothing but the author’s words — nothing but the author and his/her skill and talent, really. Just that one person … Yet, despite this fact, a novel-author also wants to stake a claim on the reader’s full attention for, say, 15 hours. Whoa, Nelly. In real life, I don’t know a soul who can hold my attention for such a long time. Yet that’s what a typical novel is: a 15 hour long performance by one person — snoozola, man. I’m also struck by how arrogant it seems for any artist to say, "Here’s the deal. I’m going to tell you a tale, and it’s going to last for 15 hours. And for those 15 hours you are going to have nothing but my imagination, my craft, and my voice to enjoy." I’m not sure I want to be in the same room with such a person, let alone pay close attention to him.

"Yet that’s what a typical novel is: a 15 hour long performance by one person"  —  Yet as I have learned, it is the reader that participates by deciphering the story based on his or her own experience and bent.  This is something we do, but not to such an extent with film, mainly because we cannot stop or pause the action to ponder it as we can simply by bookmarking and closing a book and setting it aside–or at least I have lately (witness my month-long dissertation on 100 Years of Solitude here at Spinning last month). 

Though some novels, in particular of the mystery or romance genre (Atwood’s Alias Grace aside, which while partaking of both, becomes more classic literature by virtue of Atwood’s writing) ask only the time taken in reading, many beg deeper thinking to separate the layers of meaning only yielding to perceptive reasoning.  DeLillo’s The Body Artist was only 120 pages; certainly a very long short story and yet if skimmed at normal reading rate, maybe 2 hours of reader time would be taken but very little of interest would be gleaned.  A lady loses her husband to suicide and handles it by attempting conversation with an entity who may or may not be real, then continues on her way after rolling the experience into one of her body performances.  While the book was not one of my favorites, it did indeed evoke annoyance and attempts to understand both what the author was saying and its relevance and credibility.

I think that people read fiction of any length for as many reasons as there are people of different personalities:  To satisfy, to entertain, to nudge one’s mind to thinking, to get lost in someone else’s world, to titillate, to escape, to have something to discuss with others.  But the posting at 2 Blowhards, and the comments made to it certainly are worth reading–for whatever purpose.

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REALITY: Tired

Physical day today, stressing muscles moving furniture the bed where I was conceived forty-five miles away and many mental miles beyond.  Rock maple moved here, my walnut to replace it, beds and dressers empty of their people’s clothes and dreams.  I did not go along I couldn’t do it though it might have been the last time I will ever be allowed to see those walls and stairs of fifty years familiar.  Instead I lingered here and cleaned and moved other things around.  In my house.  In my mind.

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LITERATURE: Alias Grace – Stark Simile & Metaphor

Even though the story is a murder mystery, so to speak, since we have been already made aware in the first few pages as well as it being clearly noted on the back cover, the handling of this case based on a real life event is what will make the story worth the retelling and the book worth the reading.  And Margaret Atwood possesses all the skills to make it so.  In this excerpt, Grace Marks has been meeting with Dr. Simon Jordan on a regular afternoon basis in his attempts to understand the criminal mind, and this is from Grace’s pov:

While he writes, I feel as if he is drawing me; or not drawing me, drawing on me–drawing on my skin–not with the pencil he is using, but with an old-fashioned goose pen, and not with the quill end but with the feather end.  As if hundreds of butterflies have settled all over my face, and are softly opening and closing their wings.  (p. 69)

The drawing on me might indicate Grace’s understanding of the interviews, as she slowly begins to trust him and speak openly–something she has never done since her incarceration fifteen years prior.  She had learned to connive and survive in prison, and behaves and speaks accordingly and well planned out to the staff and inmates.  Simon may indeed be drawing a heretofore unseen picture of Grace, and it is a soft and sensual one that she reveals to him.  While Grace is not well educated, she has learned from watching others to be a lady, and is mentally quick and questioning.  This scene however seems to open her up to sexual feelings that she has not allowed herself in many years, nor barely scratched the surface of prior to imprisonment.

But underneath that is another feeling, a feeling of being wide-eyed awake and watchful.  It’s like being wakened suddenly in the middle of the night, by a hand over your face, and you sit up with your heart going fast, and no one is there.  And underneath that is another feeling still, a feeling like being torn open; not like a body of flesh, it is not painful as such, but like a peach; and not even torn open, but too ripe and splitting open of its own accord.

And inside the peach there’s a stone.  (p. 69)

This is likely Grace’s fear of being analyzed yet again, her fear and mistrust of others bordering on paranoia as "no one is there."  She feels herself perhaps as vulnerable as a peach, although I find it inconsistent with the hard skinned self she has presented all these years.  The time has come when she is ready to seek understanding ("but too ripe and splitting open of its own accord") but there is still either another layer to penetrate that is well protected, or she knows the reality of the inner Grace and sees it as — a stone.

Atwood’s incredible writing has always been a revelation and joy to read, and as in the style of Cormac McCarthy, does not allow the reading to be held back by quotation marks in dialogue.  But as a semicolon myself, it was a delight to count the two within a single sentence in the paragraph quoted.

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