REALITY?: Guns N’ Daisies

Although I can’t recall the title of the book (it may be Personhood: The Art of Being Human) by Leo Buscaglia, I can recall one phrase from within it that has stuck in my mind for a couple of decades: “Don’t walk around in my mind with your dirty feet.” Of course, this phrase was actually from Mahatma Gandhi: “I will not let anyone walk through my mind with their dirty feet.”

I also recall that at the time I felt the book to be rather sappy and out of touch with the real world as it existed at the time. It seemed to be a highbrow second attempt at being a flower child. Drop your gun and pick up a daisy. But is the other guy going to drop his—and at the same moment to assure instantaneous influx of peace and love? Did I really want to be left standing clutching a wilting daisy while someone pointed a gun at me? For in reality, only the law-abiding citizen is going to obey the law. The flagrant abuser of laws doesn’t really give a shit whether there’s a law or not.

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REALITY?: Narrativity

If I were a piece of pottery, my decorative story would be in shades of gray to black upon a background of verdant green crackle glaze.

Perhaps that is why my dishes are these from Bennington Pottery: 011104r

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EDUCATION: Re-evaluation

When I decided to finally go for a degree almost four years ago, I felt that it was something that, while being interesting and valuable to life, was mainly done to get that “piece of paper” that opens doors closed to the uneducated. Whether I wanted to close up my frameshop and go to work for someone else or whether I wanted to pursue a writing career, a degree was necessary to go any further—or what am I saying! To even get in the running.

But with age and “lack of experience” (coming from another “job”) no one will hire me anyway, so spending another few years to be handed a Bachelor of Arts is not truly going to be valuable to me in a career.

While this does not mean that I will not go further in my education, it does mean that perhaps I should forget about what’s required for a degree and go after what I want to learn or learn more about. After spending time and money on courses that I really can’t mentally get excited about just to fulfill degree requirements, maybe I should just go down the list and sign up for those that make me want to sit for three hours a week and learn. I’ve already been kicked down the road of life just enough to be a bit more well-rounded. Why not roll into the places and pick up some of the wildflowers and diamonds from the fields instead?

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WRITING: Language Arts

I can only assume–as anyone else–that history interprets written language as descending from and a refining of pictographic art. Narrative was told in a series of simple, easily “readable” pictures on walls, tapestries, pottery, shades, and similar items that were both durable for posterity to read as history, and usable to surround one with one’s ancestral background.

Pictures served well as storyboards, although often huge gaps in time were necessary to fit limited space. But the language of pictures was understood by all at the time, and is still fairly clear centuries later–clear as to the durablity of the medium as well as the form. Man and woman were clearly defined by anatomically correct representation, as well as nobility from slaves by costume, crowns, jewelry and stance. Depiction of animals are still recognizable, and possession such as homes, boats, wagons, furniture, etc. were also similar enough in style to current trends to be obvious. But one thing is missing from early art; something that has progressively improved with both the artistic abilities (up through Michaelangelo at least, and the realist movements, since we’re exploring art as a language of history) and the evolution of written language as a separate art: Character Study.

The new addition on Spinning is the pencil drawing at the top of the right hand column (my left, if I’m facing you from inside your monitor screen) that I could use as an example of character study in portraiture. This drawing was done by my mother in 1929, a sketch she made from a magazine photo of movie actress Clara Bow. For a very short period of time, from when she was about 17 (at the time this picture was drawn) until her early twenties she produced quite a bit of pencil sketches of this type, as well as some pen and ink nudes that she used as the basis for paintings she then reproduced on her brother’s drums for their band. There is a depth to the actress that can be told from the pencil marks, soft feathering of the hair and skin shadows to bold and dark sensuality in the eyes and lips. This particular piece was never finished, but it was always one of my favorites out of all her works.

Words also have come a long way since Mesopotamian crockery. Although early written textual language seems more advanced in eloquence than some of the physical arts that have endured, and were able to more adequately include emotion and realism as both the languages expanded and man’s nature sought more intellectual goals than killing the behemoth before he killed you, narrative also reached several plateaus of stagnation where what was being written was based upon what was likely to be read. But just as all the post-modernism in the art world has transformed the human form often to unrecognizable shape, changes have made the simple story into more complex and layered forms that often require several readings to comprehend. And just as you often must stand back and stare quite a while at a Dali in the Museum of Modern Art, you may just need to be willing to learn how to take the time to understand and delve deeper into the hidden meanings and different interpretations of the modern work of fiction as well.

It’s character study. A study of the work, the subjects within the work, and the artist/writer that will give the most comprehensible and satisfying experience in appreciating the arts.

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REALITY?: Brrrr!

It’s cold today. I cannot get into my frameshop. The lock is frozen. My fingers are numb from trying to unfreeze the lock. Someday I will tell you about the time I locked myself, three customers and a helpful jogger inside the shop and they had to crawl out the windows to freedom.

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SELF ANALYSIS: Serial Killers

Lordy, lordy–an interactive quiz on recognizing serial killers from computer geeks! I scored 9 out of 10, which is good, but it only takes that one face you thought you could trust…

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PEOPLE: Personality Testing

I love these quizzes, and am addicted. Thankfully, I can always depend upon Katey at Chewing on Pencils to find the latest.

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You are Drama.
You are extroverted and like to show off, but can
be very subtle and intelligent when you want.
As an expert at story-telling, you love
attention and have developed the skill of
keeping it.
You get along well with Literature and Film.

What form of art are you?
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WRITING: Writer/Reader Relationship

Upon reading certain literature, a most interesting question is proposed by Steve Ersinghaus at The Great Lettuce Head:

“How does an author generate this “reader response”? The same goes with King Lear. Every time I read Lear I hope the text will end differently. I’m hoping for the play to change, for Edmund to open his mouth. But he never does. I know he won’t. But I read “hoping” that he does.”

While an ongoing discussion places the burden upon the author, I also feel that the individual reader brings unique experience and point of view to a work, and bears a certain degree of responsibility for his own reaction.
For example, in the comments, Joanne suggests that she felt no empathy for Woody Allen’s protagonist in “The Kugelmass Episode.” I did. For whatever reason—age, upbringing, relationships, etc.—I could understand Kugelmass’ desires and frustrations as he seeks love with a literary character via a magician’s magic box. (I know that sounds strange, but I can’t think of better wording right now.)
Of course, I’m also branded as “Cries at weddings” and after a rather wet wedding rehearsal was nicely drugged for my own special day. So much so that at the minister’s words, “If there be anyone here present who sees just reason why these two should not…” I turned fully around to the congregation and scowled, eliciting a community chuckle among our friends and a sudden shrinking down into the seat by my embarrassed mother.
But back to the question of the writer and reader relationship, I would suggest that this is what is meant by reader input, whereas even the bound physical book of words is not seen the same by all.

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REALITY?: Logical Remedies

I just love it when my simple logic is validated by accredited research. In attempting to come up with palatable food for a friend who is losing weight due to the side effect from chemotherapy of a metallic sense of smell and taste, I tried to follow a logical pattern from experience, knowledge, to a wild guess perhaps. Imagine the taste of metal: neither saltiness nor sweetness can overcome it. But what I thought might be compatible, thus not creating oral and olfactory chaos, was lemon. I also felt that since the smell of food stimulates the appetite, the lack thereof would inhibit the nausea produced by the special circumstances of this condition, so therefore, don’t serve the meal steaming hot and if possible, cook it elsewhere. We’re trying it now.

Curious, I checked out the American Cancer Society Website and found the same suggestions, as well as this: Use plastic utensils.

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EDGAR AND I: Under the Influence

I’ve been listening more to my male counterparts lately, and so Edgar has had his way with me.

The redesign of Spinning has been geared more towards somber black and blood red, which are proper deep and dark, tortuous creative writing traits–reality, life at its most anguished and intimate. I argued that soul should be white, but Edgar insists that man’s soul, alas, is black, and since he’s dead and I’m not, I must defer to his knowledge.

I did retain the shades of grey that set the background for my black words, however. Edgar agrees that this represents the best manner of fiction after all.

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BLOGGING & WRITING: Categorizing

This is one of the problems of blogging setup that encompasses both categories and links, and the way we stick posts and people under their headings in an attempt to make order out of chaos. I’m having the same problem in both areas today.

Under my LITERATURE & WRITING Category, I have long ago listed The Word Foundry, which is Joe Clifford Faust’s weblog and related site. Almost from the beginning of my Spinning, I figured since he is such a great writer and has been published many times, as well as had some very valuable information on his writing link this was where he rightfully belonged. However, his weblog is always updated regularly and he could just as well be under my VERRRY INTERESTING Category. Same thing with Michele’s Daily Writing Exercise . The Great Lettuce Head, Jerz’s Literacy Log among others. The reverse is also true–some that are under one category can easily fall under WRITING as well. But I’ll have to keep things status quo for now, and hope and encourage everyone to go through all the links and decide for themselves which are more resource and which are more daily reads.

From The Writing Foundry, this current posting of Joe’s on Hack and Slash is a personal account that gives insight into the writing life as well: “Okay, it turns out that this “just a quick read through” thing is not working out. I did okay through the first chapter, which is pretty polished, but as I got into the second I unconsciously slipped into editor mode and began hacking.” Read the rest of it and more on Joe’s website.

The second area that is causing me to rethink things today is the manner in which I have categorized my postings. Here there may be some changes, but they most likely will be entered as additions and I’ll start from there. For example, with The Didascalicon of Hugh of Saint Victor, while I will be analyzing the reading and my reactions to it briefly here, I don’t see it fitting in with the other items in Literature, and the category of Classics, or Philosophy of Literature may be added.

I guess editing and tweaking out is just a writer’s lot in life. And I guess we learn something about labels as well.

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REALITY?: Flu

Blogging may be even more personalized than we imagined. I haven’t been in physical contact with anyone that’s had the flu lately, but I almost feel like I’m coming down with it. That leaves you people out there. All the blogs I’ve read in the past week or so that have mentioned their owners being ill, you are now suspect for spreading the contagion.

And, if it does blossom into a case, I will take it with good grace and dignity. Truly, with a sense of “Yay!” even. What better excuse to layabout and read?

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BLOGGING: Our Little Secret

I’ve thought of this, but The Hanged Man puts it better than anyone could. His posting on Undercover Blogging is an honest (with us, anyway) admittance that while WE know what he’s thinking sometimes about certain things, those nearest and dearest to him may not. How many of us have pointed our spouses, family and friends to our weblogs? I did once and then went back in a hurry to delete some posts that mentioned them. My husband is aware of Spinning, but believes it’s basically about writing and literature only—as it was initially meant to be until I found myself in here as well (we’ve been all through this “personal infusion” already) and I’ve never given him any updates as to where it’s led me. He doesn’t know, although I’m sure he could find, where it is in cyberspace. Anyway, check out the site; I’m sure you can relate to it.

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LITERATURE: Mixed Media

Saw The Terminator for the first time on TV last night. Boy, Arnold looked silly. Lotsa silly things in the movie actually, and at the famous phrase, “A’ll be back” I turned to my husband and said, “That’s it?” Of course seconds later the Terminator comes driving through the police station up to the front desk. Wasn’t impressed because as with The Kiss of the Vampire, I’m getting too bogged down by flaws in detail that mar the enjoyment. I’ll stick to books, which seem to have a better editing process.

Didascalicon: wow. Just a quiet, serene, “wow.” The preface alone has me thinking deep thoughts about humanity and motives and drives; and then to process the information and apply it to oneself—to face up to and decide where in Hugh’s estimation one falls as far as intellect and its utilization.

Introspection doesn’t seem to be much fun lately.

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REALITY?: Thinking

Got sidetracked this morning by a posting by Wanderlust regarding Israel’s West Bank Barrier that set me thinking about my own reality and level of tolerance and understanding versus taking a strong position. This led to the question of self-centeredness and apathy, and the relative importance of finding time to research (ever the devil’s advocate, and never one to do anything half-ass if possible) social and political questions over which I honestly don’t feel I would gain any control, but would at least gain insight, which of course, would lead me right back to tolerance and understanding.

At any rate, it put a severe kink in my creative thought process as I am of a more sober and somber state of mind when forced to face reality.

With any luck, I’ll shake it off by mid-morning and get back to flights of fancy with occasional dips down to earth so that the checkbook remains balanced and tonight’s dinner becomes a reality.

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