BLOGGING: And what you luckily may find

Who would have thought–but then again, there must have been a reason why my much loved pomegranate has shown up in quite a few of my posts lately. My net has caught pomegranatesandpiper, a writer and fellow blogger who now I know I must check in with now and then…

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REALITY?: Nature

There’s a feel of elegance in this New England November morning. Like being in the dressing room in the time before the start of a Paris fashion show. The models are stripped of their finery and stand there naked, quiet, willowy bones without their leaves. Details exposed for close scrutiny and appreciation. The black whorls on birch tree trunks like hidden moles on silky thighs. The maple’s arch of branches mimic graceful lines of bent elbows and knees. Stark contrast of the more subtle tones of nature and the human body. Watch them now and study and bask in the naked beauty. Before they’re all assigned their parts in the Winter Collection—the theme is sparkling white. When that order is complete, they’ll stand again for one brief moment before Spring signals the opening curtain to leave us lost in color once again.

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WRITING: Group Sex

Well, not really; but isn’t one of writing’s elements a grabber headline?

In truth, we’re putting together a writer’s group here to provide the stimulation, feedback, inspiration, honesty, and insight that exists within a meeting of like minds. Check The Great Lettuce Head site to find out more about this in the coming days if you are local. And if you’re not, we may devise a way to let you in on some of it via a group weblog anyway.

Here’s just one of the things we do, I guess, after we’ve done the reading. I’m psyched!

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TECHNOLOGY: Til Death do us Part…

My days are tortured with the pull of my computers, and yet I’ve located every area of my life where I need more. In the car, the shower, a special glow in the dark keyboard right by the bed at night, at my father’s where he’s intrigued but still too frightened by it to switch it on—or even plug it in. Old folks worry most about how much electricity these contraptions use. Check your parents’ houses; see how many things are left unplugged. Forensics can find the dusty residue of pills on one particular knife in any kitchen of the elderly, unless they’ve boldly spent two dollars on the tablet cutter. The cost of all those medications being pushed by doctors drives people to ingenuity—the 7-day pillbox is strangely arranged with the prescribed daily pink pills filling only the Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday compartments, or money spent on a quarterly bus ride to our Canadian neighbors. But that’s another story…

Why do creative moments strike at inconvenient times? I must look into wireless networking more seriously. I have this image now of myself in forty years–wrinkled, white-haired and little, lying in a sterile hospital bed hooked up to what look like all the normal hospital machines. But then you’ll see my fingers moving just so slightly, and look up to see on one of those screens, “Once upon a time…”

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LITERATURE: Blood Meridian

Yes, I finally brought myself to finish it the other day. Herein lies the mystery and meaning, and even after several readings I must go back and read again to fully comprehend it. The key lies in those last dozen pages, but your mind is stirred to find that little something that you noticed in the other three hundred something pages that this all ties into. Wow. Whatta book.

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WRITING: Editing

In dressing this morning I pulled on a brand new pair of jeans (after cutting off the bottom six inches and rehemming—who’s 5’ 6” and a size 4?) and discovered that, while I had tried them on at the store and taking shrinkage into account, and style and fit, I had overlooked a couple details that made these new jeans not such a wise purchase. The front pockets are fake, leaving no room for my coins which is where I carry my change. The back pockets have flaps which were not only a pain in the ass to unbutton while I had the pants on, but are not geared to my lifestyle of wallet in left butt pocket, keys and lighter in the right. How much we miss by not looking at every little tree to see the forest…

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LITERATURE: Again, Blood Meridian

Can’t believe I’m doing this, and just realized that I was. I’ve been down to the last few pages of this book since last night—an easy 20 minute read—and even into this morning, I’m reading no more than a page at a time. Why? I don’t want it to end. But then, class is nigh, and UPS should be bringing that Amazon order in today…

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WRITING & BLOGGING: No, they’re not always the same…

…and sometimes they come together like a guitar and a harmonica to provide all you need for complete enjoyment. The Life and Times of Neutrino Man is a weblog I happened upon a short while ago that held my interest enough for me to bookmark it as “Possible Bloggers” and eventually add it into Spinning as a link. According to Webster’s New World College Dictionary, “A neutrino can be any of three stable leptons having a mass approaching zero and no charge; a neutrino has almost no interaction with matter.” With his writing style and insight however, the author of this weblog is disproving his own title.

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WRITING & REALITY? : Today’s Writer

If there’s one good thing about having been born and raised in an era where authority was unquestioned—as long as you’re still around to have gained the benefit of living into an era where you do not accept authority’s word without questioning it first—it is that you have the advantage of knowing when to apply either concept.

Authority is not always right. Sometimes at best all it proves to be is knowledge up until now that is yet to be disproven. At worst, it’s blatant abuse of knowledge. But most often it has the backup of experience that has evolved through generations or even centuries and still holds true. Aesop’s Fables are just as clear a picture of man’s morals and nature as when they were written: The fox, unable to reach the grapes that hang high above him decides that the grapes are probably too sour to eat.

I have often complained—no, bitched in disgust—about basing a story around a standard of number of words. “I want you to cut it down to about half, maybe 90,000 words,” or “I’d like to see it turn in at about 12 pages.”

Firm in my belief that no matter how crazy something sounds, there’s always a seed of truth within that started it all off, I now tend to at least attempt to understand the reasoning behind the statement given. Sometimes the reason has been lost through time and translation. Sometimes a simple answer can be provided. Sometimes it’s best to just figure it in among the other variables. Always though, it’s best to consider it before discarding.

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LITERATURE: Focus on Blood Meridian

While The Great Lettuce Head focuses on space, I spent 335 pages focused on detail. This is my first reading of Blood Meridian, my first reading of Cormac McCarthy’s work. Maybe for me, my next reading will produce a different reaction and I will notice some other element such as symbolism more often. Maybe the GLH has been through the different phases in each reading and is still open to more. What it comes to show me however, is that what experience we bring in changes our perception of the reading, and the reading in turn changes our perception.

There is violence and open, bloody human beings (yes, I meant “open” literally) sprawled all over the pages throughout the book. Graphically described, but in the cold, jaded voice of the narrator who has seen it first hand. Dare I admit that the scenes that elicited a shiver from me were, first, a horse’s head being split open and next, the two dogs that were thrown alive onto the bonfire that burned the bodies of Glanton and the doctor. Why this, after all the men, women, children, and babies that were even more horribly murdered? I don’t know. Perhaps the knowledge of animals being unable to comprehend their situation–but that wouldn’t explain the children. I like, but am no great animal lover and do not currently have a pet. Maybe my past experience as an EMT, where I knelt by a motorcyclist on a stretch of highway to control the bleeding from a leg newly amputated at the knee has raised my tolerance level. But the more important question is where does the reader go from here—after experiencing the horrors of Blood Meridian? Will the next reading or a story similar in graphic violence render one a bit less squeamish, a bit less sensitive? Isn’t this parallel to what has happened to Glanton, the judge, the kid and all the rest?

On a less philosophical note, I was truly bummed out by Glanton’s death. My mental picture of him was the spittin’ image of Sam Elliot.

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LITERATURE: McCarthy

This weblog is turning into a Cormac McCarthy shrine, and with four more of his works coming…!

Had to pull this one out of Blood Meridian for you: “He was holding his wound and with his other hand he ravaged among his clothes for the weapons that were not there and were not there.” (p.274)

While I’ve seen this technique used before, and may have even had the wherewithal to use it myself once, I’ve never seen it used so gloriously as when placed among the other carefully arranged words that is McCarthy’s style and voice of the narrator. I’m learning at least to appreciate more the writing techniques as I am reading, without detracting from the story line, but these little phrases do still manage to stop me short.

McCarthyism has taken on a new meaning for me and I think I’m in love. I can say this because I’m in the shop where Edgar can’t see me.

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INTERACTIVE FICTION: Savoir Faire

How much more excitement can you get: You’re in the deserted mansion of your father looking for money, find a contraption on the table, open it to reveal — a clove of garlic.

Love this type of format for it’s very nature of making you sit there and laugh at yourself.

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LITERATURE: Endings

Oh…I’ve come to the sad part of a great book, within an eighth of an inch of the ending. I tend to measure everything visually; my husband laughs at my explanation of a low-flying jet plane into Bradley Airport as a “four-incher”. But when you are truly enjoying something, in this case, Blood Meridian, you don’t want it to end. This perhaps is the idea that birthed the serialization of both books and TV dramas. In many cases such as this, there is reader conflict that parallels the natural building of conflict within a story line. I want to know the ending, yet am torn by the knowledge that the answer to that necessarily indicates the conclusion of the book. There may be more to The Great Lettuce Head’s obsession with time and space than we thought.

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WRITING: The Bottomline Basics

A wonderful day in my writing “career.” I was the grateful recipient of valuable critique by my esteemed English Professor on a story I’ve been working a lot on lately. I’ve become accustomed to accepting opinion on my writing, eagerly seek it out, and even get excited and rejuvenated by the most brutally honest in helping my cause. But there was one little thing about this sit down face-to-face that left me deeply embarrassed, so embarrassed actually that I left without what I feel should have been an apology to this man, and all the teachers of the English language that have suffered through me before him. And it all comes down to this ;

Yes, that’s a semi-colon back there. I am filled with shame to admit that I used it incorrectly time and time again within my written work. For once, I am not being sarcastic here. I am honestly ashamed to have never taken the time to truly comprehend its proper use, and while I overcame my little comma problem, I may have inadvertently replaced it with my use of the semi-colon and dash as a Bandaid fix. Never used the semi-colon much in my earliest writings. Never liked it; never understood it. But to suddenly have utilized its special qualifications without knowing what I was doing, and to hand it in to a college level professor of English is an affront to his position and needlessly takes his time in correcting simple punctuation and grammatical errors.

For this insult, I do sincerely apologize here. I will indeed reacquaint myself with this and other elements of the English language and have added two links to this blog that go directly to sites that offer assistance on these points. I’m proud of my progress as a writer, and I really don’t want to embarrass myself again by something that I should have learned in third grade. No writer should.

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LITERATURE: Blood Meridian

It’s impossible to not have a reaction to Blood Meridian. Like it, hate it, understand it, become frustrated, baffled or grossed out, see it as the epitome of writing skill, feel it is overdone, too violent, too honest, dishonest, too clear or not clear enough, and on and on. But it will have some effect on you even if you throw up your hands in disgust.

But while I am enchanted with the way the story is told, here I will face the combination of the truth and the way McCarthy handles it. The story’s been told thousands of time in the past hundred years, and it varies from its beginning purpose to enthrall, inform, and sugarcoat the reality of the West to the wondering folks back home via newspaper reporting, to the entertainment and providing of adventure heroes to future generations through the 1960’s, to the exposition of what the good guys and the “injuns” were really like. Yes, it’s hard for some of us who were brought up on Hopalong, Roy, Cisco Kid and Pancho, and the Lone Ranger and Tonto to face the reality, but we should have known that killing is never a clean business. You wouldn’t last a day in the Old West dressed in white and still look well groomed by sundown. Strange, the worst we wondered about or doubted secretly as kids was how, where and when our heroes and villains ever went to the bathroom out in that godforsaken land.

I suppose it can be considered a case of situational ethics, just as in Borowski’s “This Way to The Gas.” Society of the early 1800’s had certainly evolved beyond brutal remorseless slaughter, even in the new lands of America. But the West brought out something in those who lived through it that was to be repeated even 150 years later in Europe. War brings out man’s inhumanity to man. One of the hardest things to accept in Blood Meridian is making sense of a group of people banding together with the common goal of unquestionably horribly executed mass murder. But this is not a group of men who came out one day from the East Coast and found a shared interest in evil. These are normal people from hard times who are gradually subjected to witnessing increasing levels of horror, and in facing such, turn a little less human themselves, a little less sympathetic with the enemy, until, as the prisoners in Borowski’s story of the concentration camps, it becomes the norm for their newly established wandering society of the damned. McCarthy has been able to show us the nature of man and the nature of the land in incredible detail that still is spread across such vastness of physical space. You are shocked over and over again with each cold hearted killing until somewhere midway, and just before you yourself have become acclimated and distant to reality, are shocked with finding an increasing sense of kindness within this hardened group of men. And shocked to find that you have come to the point of admiring someone whose only claim to our sympathy is that sometimes, when he could have killed someone, he didn’t. What drives the judge to save the imbecile from drowning? Whatever it is, for this single act we accept him back as a human being.

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