LITERATURE: McCarthy

In encouraging Bud Parr of Chekhov’s Mistress in his reading of Cormac McCarthy, Mark Allen Cunningham left a link in the comments to this post.  It goes to his essay on The Art of Reading Cormac McCarthy which was published in Poets & Writers in the Sept/Oct 2007 issue. 

It is an excellent guide to understanding and appreciating the power of his stories and the nuances of language that he uses for effect.  As Cunningham states:

To the author’s avid admirers, the mainstream adulation now being heaped upon McCarthy is bittersweet, for they are painfully aware that this attention is long overdue. Consider the almost total silence with which McCarthy’s novel Blood Meridian, or, The Evening Redness in the West (Random House, 1985) was received when it first appeared.

That book, now rightfully recognized as a masterpiece, is a brutal and uncompromising depiction of nineteenth-century bloodlust along the Texas-Mexico border, and deploys the author’s stylistic maximalism and paradoxical philosophy to devastating effect. Harold Bloom has cited Blood Meridian as one of the greatest novels of the twentieth century. In a list compiled by the New York Times, the book ranked among the top five novels published between 1980 and 2005. It also appears on Time magazine’s roster of the top hundred books of all time.

McCarthy is still one of my favorite writers; he lies perhaps on the extreme edge (maybe over the edge) of pushing the novel further in both elegance and grimey realism while elements of the surreal drop down to cloak the horror in softer form.  I like the boldness with which he describes the natural: the earth and sky and mountains; the depths of man’s nature.

Seems time again to absorb the man through my eyes and hands and mind. To suck some more of him into me.

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LITERATURE: A Death in The Family – Point of View

It was mentioned as a Note in the beginning of this book that James Agee died suddenly prior to the final draft of this novel.  Some pages that are in the pov of Rufus, the son of Jay and Mary, have been placed in the back of two sections of the story and I’m in the middle of one now.

It’s wonderfully touching and painfully real, especially when we’re allowed into Rufus’ head as some older boys tease him:

It puzzled him very deeply.  If they knew his name all the time, as apparently they did, then why did they keep on asking, as if they had never heard it, or as if they couldn’t remember it?  It was just to tease.  But why did they want to tease?  Why did they get such fun out of it?  Why was it so much fun, to pretend to be so nice and so really interested, to pretend it so well that somebody else believed you in spite of himself, just so that he would show that he was deceived once again, because if you honestly did mean it, this time, he didn’t want to not tell you when you honestly seemed to want so much to know.  (p. 164)

Every day on their way to school the older boys stop and ask Rufus his name, then make fun of it as not appropriate for a white boy.  This brings in the racial relations once again, and in his own family, their attitude is one of almost condescension, so Rufus is already confused on the issue.  He also is anxious to please and looking for friends so he really wants to believe that at least some of the boys are sincere.  They coax him into singing and dancing for them, all the while for their own amusement. 

Kids are always at that point of learning, turning another corner as they learn about the world and its people.  They’re sharp at determining motives and reading intentions.  Unfortunately their judgement is often clouded by their desire to be liked and accepted.  Rufus is suspicious but it takes him a while to accept that some people are just mean.

Beautifully done, but as with much of this novel, it just seems that Agee wrote every impulse, every feeling, every nuance and detail written out so that in this unedited version, it just goes on too long.

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REALITY?: How am I Doing?

Aside from a hypertext project I haven’t been writing anything creative and aside from framing until Christmas, life sort of sucks right now. 

Gotta get some New Year’s resolutions listed and then find someone to make them happen. (My usual resolutions–when I make them, because I really like to fly by the seat of my pants through life–are things like get hired by a good employer, get published, find an unclaimed million dollars, and get a dishwasher.  All reasonable except for maybe one…)

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REALITY?: Working Overtime

This last week before Christmas, fortified with Sour Gummy Worms and a working stove, I put in long hours in the shop. Today, from 6:30 this morning until about a half hour ago, just before 10:00 p.m.  Tomorrow I have to get out there earlier.

If I didn’t bring the laptop in with me I might get more framing done in more normal hours.  I can’t though; it’s just too hard to stand on a concrete floor and work constantly with nailing corners, cutting glass, mountboard and mats, putting the pieces in the frames, cutting cardboard and taping up packages.  I’m getting too old for this. 

Hah!  Did you hear that?  Even I don’t want me working for me.

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LITERATURE: Academic Politics

Dan Green (The Reading Experience) has a further take on Jacob Russell’s "What Purpose do the Literary Periodicals Serve?" that pretty much says what we little guys have been thinking and grumbling about for a while.

In "Becoming Respectable" Dan notes that while literary journals abound–just about every college has one (even I started one) the readers are normally just the writers who want to submit.  The writers published are looking for the literary credentials they get from being published.  The writers who get published are the ones with the credentials already of having gone through a MFA somewhere at one of these universities. 

Ah, it’s a vicious cycle. 

While all of these literary publications sprang from honest intentions to further interest in, and reward the development of literary efforts, they almost consistently have turned into political b.s. that serves not the unloved, undegree-ed writer to get his work read, nor the public, who doesn’t have access to the journals other than via subscription or their library shelves, but rather someone’s resume who already likely has a MFA or Iowa Writers Workshop jaunt or some such validation already.

I’ve given up on this whole submission process myself, though I may try an experiment some day just to prove my point.  It involves a bit of intrigue and dishonesty, but hey, that’s prime fodder for fictional success. 

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REALITY?: Art Imitates Life

Watched the movie She’s Having a Baby on TV yesterday and this line stuck with me; spoken by the groom’s grandfather in response to his wife’s protest that her grandson is "too young" to get married:

He’s not too young.  People don’t mature anymore.  They stay jackasses forever.

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REALITY?: The Decline of the U.S. Government

So here’s why we need a complete overhaul of government–not just the people, not just the party, but a brand new direction because we’re headed to hell in a handbasket.

Why’s the U.S. Postal Service going the way of the dinosaur?  Because of this:

For a package sent via mail to Washington D.C., Tuesday, December 11th, a check on the Track Your Package site gives me this:

Delivery status information is not available for your item via this web site.

Another package sent same day, same post office (and the folks there are great–it’s not them) to Spain:

Status: Acceptance

Your item was accepted at 9:37 AM on December 11, 2007 in BURLINGTON, CT 06013. Information, if available, is updated every evening. Please check again later.

In the other direction, a package mailed out to me PRIORITY MAIL from Seattle, WA on Thursday, December 13th, gets this:

There is no record of this item.

I love the "Information, if available, is updated every evening." I count five evenings since they accepted the package with no change in status. I strongly suspect that they don’t have a crew working the computers after the whistle blows at 4:30 p.m.  They may have lots of people working, but they’re busy scanning packages for bombs or holding up boxes wrapped in other than brown kraft paper.

I’ve tracked packages through UPS, Fedex, DHL, to name a few and it gives me a good idea where the stuff is and where it’s headed and when I can expect it.  Most of the time, by the time the USPS site has any information available online, the package has already been delivered.  And here’s where they’re failing miserably:  They don’t get the technology.  If you can’t keep up with it, don’t offer it.

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EDUCATION: Deciding What’s Important

Early, much too early thoughts wander into alien areas.  As centuries go by, the burden grows on each new generation to learn what has gone before.  The last one hundred years alone: World Wars, airplanes, cars, telephones and tv sets, computers and the internet; things our grandparents lived and learned instead of finding out from books.

So obviously, even as our lives stretch into longer spaces of time, there will come a day when a lifetime simply isn’t long enough to learn or read about it all.  Besides the basic knowledge of what has gone before, we’d have to consider as well that time must be made for going forward.  For new ideas to develop; for books to be written as well as being read. 

Schools and universities will have to pick and choose what can be covered in classroom time.  Wars will be dropped from emphasis, eventually from textbooks and online learning courses too.  With cultural diversity becoming an important part of the criteria in learning, and (sadly) political influence and ramifications in all but maybe Algebra, and technology being of such necessity to every student to learn regardless of aspirations, that’s quite a load of stuff.

What will be dropped?  I wonder.

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LITERATURE: A Death in The Family – Tone

Agee has done wonderfully well at setting the mood and tone of these hours spent with Mary and her family after the death of her husband.  It is still predawn, heading towards early morning, and it’s been a very, very long night.  I do wonder how Mary’s two children are sleeping through all this activity.  Even in the hush of shock and loss the adults have touched upon so much emotion, so much philosophy and questioning of life.

Earlier Agee brought in a light touch of humor, a natural break in the stress.  Now he hits head on as the scene becomes weary, uncomfortable.

In this quietness their mother sat, and smiled nervously and politely, and tilted her trumpet in a generalized way towards all of them.  She realized that nobody was speaking and it was at such times, ordinarily, that she felt sure that she could speak without interrupting anyone, but she feared that anything that she might say might brutally or even absurdly disrupt a weaving of though and feeling whose motions within the room she could most faintly apprehend. (p. 149)

This signals a change in the atmosphere that encompasses the characters and their own feelings.  They’ve shared quite a bit in this night’s discussions, very much aware of each other’s thoughts and particular care is taken not to add distress to Mary’s troubles.  But here her mother is starting to return to her own situation; she is deaf and how she behaves in accordance with the situation is important to her.

After a little while it occurred to her that even to hold out her trumpet might seem to required something of them; she held it in her lap.  but lest any of them should feel that this was in any sense a reproach or should in the least feel sorry for her, she kept her little smile, thinking, how foolish, how very foolish to smile.

Even as we are considerate of others, part of our actions always do seem to include their reaction to us; her anxiety is not to hurt, yet not to be considered hurtful.  She softens it all with an inappropriate smile.  Her husband Joel is aware of her discomfort.

Smiling at grief, Joel thought.  He wondered whether his sister and his son and his daughter, if they were thinking of it at all, understood the smile as he was sure he did.  He wished that he could pat her hand.  By God, they’d better, he thought.

Such a nice indication of the love he holds for his wife.  His protective instincts, which we’ve seen earlier in his private talk with Mary, are so showing here of the good husband and father.

Agee may use long sentences and loads of commas (both of which are inborn within me) as he details the minutes and hours after the passing of a man–a son, husband, and father–but he hits real close to home with the tone of family relationships and how they face tragedy. 

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REALITY?: Sight by Sound

Pre-dawn, too dark to see, but it is sleeting out I know.  Sounds of crumpling cellophane; the frozen rain hits sideways from the northwest–the bedroom wall.  Sanders going by, and so it’s slippery ice, freezing as it hits the road.  Trees creak just a bit as they bend from extra wet weight built up in layers.  Tick-ticking against the living room window, a sudden rush from winds that turn and change their mind.

All this I know with eyes closed, ears open.

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TECHNOLOGY: Dell Really Rocks–Especially Brad!

Unreal.  In the technology field, no less.  To get the old fashioned service and caring on one of the newest inventions such as this DELL Laptop.

Brad, a Dell rep for the Dell Online Community Outreach program wandered onto this site as I was going through my Laptop LCD replacement.  He kindly left a comment about my keyboard and suggested I contact him via e-mail to arrange for a new one (I now do have the rather pricey warranty but well-worth-it once the laptop reached three years of daily use) and I did.  This morning’s e-mail said he’d arranged to have it shipped yesterday from Texas.  I got it about an hour ago and it’s already in and obviously working.

It took only about five minutes and the extra time was just to take the photos below.  The last image is of my old keyboard with some missing vowels and consonants.  Brad, and DELL, thank you!


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REALITY?: Happiness is a Warm Stove

(Side note:  Am I the only one who licks the positive battery tip before putting them in the camera?  Does anyone remember doing the same to flashbulbs way back when?)

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REALITY?: Unconscious Memory

And so I cried when they gave Sofia one of the three gold $50k stars on the final episode of Kid Nation last night.  And I cried when all the parents came running over the hill towards their children.  And I cried because yesterday was my Dad’s birthday and I wouldn’t let myself cry for that.

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TECHNOLOGY: Dell Rocks

Rather a nice surprise to see how Dell reps go above and beyond to keep customers happy.  Brad works at Dell and evidently wandered onto Spinning and left a comment after reading my posts on the replacement of the LCD on my beloved laptop.  He’s going to have me replacing the keyboard as well, since it would help if I had my e,i, l, o, d and n to work with.  I’ll be posting on my progress with that when I get it.

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LITERATURE: A Death in The Family – Philosophy

The question of some form of soul or awareness beyond death always seems to come up when death happens.  And the answer is always the same, for no one knows it.  The handling of the process of reflection and wondering is what is different for each of us.

Mary and Hannah are convinced that they feel Jay’s presence in the house.  For them, it is a comforting phenomenon and real or imagined, it gives them a chance to say goodbye in view of the sudden shock of his death.

"And that even whether you believe or not in life after death," Mary said, "in the soul, as a living, immortal thing, creature, why it’s certainly very believable that for a little while afterwars, this fore, this life, stays on, hovers around."  (p. 146)

Mary’s mother, deaf so that likely she wouldn’t hear any subtle noises, does agree that she feels someone in the house, and Mary’s brother, Andrew, is easygoing enough and emotional so that he too accepts the possibility.  Mary’s father, however, is a more practical sort.

"If you’re right, and I’m wrong, then chances are youre right about the whole damn business, God, and the whole crew.  And in that case, I’m just a plain damned fool.

"But if I can’t trust my common sense–I know it’s nothing much, Poll, but it’s all I’ve got.  If I can’t trust that, what in hell can I trust?"  (p. 147)

The story is no necessarily about religion, though Mary’s faith has brought her to the edge with both her father and her husband when he was alive.  The fact of faith as a possible comfort in the face of the unknown is just one of the ways that the question of life and death is approached.  Those with faith, Mary and her aunt Hannah, appear to accept death more easily if they feel their unproven beliefs offer a "happy ending" to the unhappiest part of life. Andrew doesn’t have a strong faith in God or immortality of the soul, but it suits him to accept it, takes away one of his worries.

But those like Joel, Mary’s father, are the ones who truly question and seek answers.  Likely would love to believe the idea of a God and an eternal life.  Their problem is, they need to have proof.

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