Just an all-around tough day today. Up to five band-aids so far, though only two are glass-cuts. Two are cracked skin from the cold and glass-cleaning and one is a torn fingernail.
Been trying to be upbeat about the end of one year, beginning of a new one but if things don’t start looking up in at least one little way…well…
I need change. I need to feel worthwhile. I need to be successful at something. I need to feel good about myself and though there’s a lot of bad stress off me now, some good stress from positive efforts would be fine.
Just a rough day. I’ll be in a better mind tomorrow.