WRITING: In a Real World

I am trying, I really am, to leave behind or at least set down for a bit the baggage of the present woes to concentrate the stress and high emotion into something good, a story not of but from myself.

But it is cold in here, my little shop that absorbs the rain and damp to permeate the air and skin to leave me in a tightly wadded ball atop a stool where keyboard lies.  Across the room is where I should be, layering the story of an image, a print of someplace colorful and warm.  But it does not exude nor share its comfort so I ignore it.  One good thing yesterday:  Reframing an old Grant Wood piece, "Woman with Plant", I shoe polish the frame, take off the old matting, and find that the print is a special edition with Grant Wood’s signed approval.  My client will be happily surprised and that is something I look forward to revealing.

But I am cold.  A fuse blew from the heater just to warm my feet–I stubbornly hold off on firing up the propane heater with the cost of fuel.  The path to take:  computer shutoff or the heater?  I am cold, but writing.

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WRITING: Inspiration

Sometimes it takes a bit of rubbing shoulders with creativity to come home with the residue to write.

Inspired by others–though I be intimidated by Marquez, my solitary source for quite a while now–I may have discovered paths to take that lead in new directions in a constant and more private journey.

My smelly scholar, Few, a garbage heap who learns the love of books, may take yet another leap into hypertext.

Update:  Within the hour reality opines:  The writing is above average perhaps, but not earth-crashing-into-sun great.  What I’ve been learning from reading is the story within story that sets a tale apart.  The deeper meaning or possibility of interpretation that raises it above entertainment.  As the dawn finally reveals the details dimly still in the room of my mind, I can see nothing of any great import, nothing of mine to giftwrap and present, nothing so vital that need be shared to inspire or move others. 

Really, I don’t think I have anything worthwhile to give, and fine writing is only a ribbon of text binding an empty box of truth.

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LITERATURE: In Action

This evening I had the pleasure of viewing the work of two friends in short film and flash fiction formats.  Both of these pieces had started out in short story form, but both writers looked beyond the text to enter the realm of multimedia to enhance the narrative and take advantage of sound and sight sensory perception opportunities. 

Some works just lend themselves better to one format over another.  In the case of "Stoning Field", a story told by a father as his son prepares for fighting games, I see that even with the exquisite writing and powerful drama of the piece, it has perhaps found its niche in flash fiction.  The audio and visual effects underscored the tone and action as the father recalls his own childhood war games.  In fact, as read aloud by the author, Steve Ersinghaus, it gained an additional dimension above the text displayed on the screen. 

In the short film, "The Long Weekend," which will be shown November 12th at the New York Independent Film and Video Festival, the author, Patrice Hamilton, has adapted the original story to what film offers in a way that words cannot.  Two people look at each other in a way that tells us much about what they’re thinking, how they’re feeling, just by our own visual perception without conversation.  This would not do in text; a half-page of white space to indicate silent eye contact instead has us trained to flip the page to the next chapter. so while there are some limitations, there are many more tools to use to provide emphasis without unburdening the "reader" from his own job of interpretation. 

And here I sit, still trying to dribble words onto page.

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WRITING: Getting Antsy

Feeling the flutter of story’s paintbrush in my inside that the outside has protected with shingled walls and shuttered windows. 

I think I must have swallowed a muse.

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REALITY: Night Life

But for a respite of a few days I am back on the night shift in my mind.  Little sleep, an hour caught here and there spurred by tv commercials.  Even with good and honest intentions as I seek cool sheets and the warm body within, I cannot sink to slumber.  My pillow whispers all the worries back to me.

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LITERATURE: Marquez’s Magic

Finally, someone else writing about Gabriel Garcia Marquez, and with the bonus of touching upon the magical realism aspect just as I am as well.  Read Daniel Green’s (The Reading Experience) "Necessitating Judgment" and his reference to Adam Kirsch’s review in the New York Sun on Marquez’s latest,  "Memories of My Melancholy Whores."

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LITERATURE: 100 Years – The Rain

"It rained for four years, eleven months, and two days."  (p. three-thirty-nine)

And so there is a plague of sorts upon the village of Macondo.  And everyone awaits the "clearing."  Aureliano Segundo moves out of his mistress, Petra Cotes’ home and back to Fernanda, but only as a waiting for the rain to stop.  Then, when he needs his clothes, he goes back and remains, again waiting for the clearing.  Ursula seems to wait to die, as she watches the funeral  procession of Colonel Gerineldo Marquez go by the house:

" ‘ Good-bye, Gerineldo, my son,’ she shouted.  ‘Say hello to my people and tell them I’ll see them when it stops raining.’ "  (p. three-forty-five)

Why the dependency upon the weather, although indeed it is not only odd in itself for it’s duration, but for its unusuality in Macondo. Aureliano Segundo’s wealth is destroyed as his livestock drowns, left to the care of Petra Cotes who copes as best she can.  Back home, the Buendia income dwindles as do the food supplies.

One thinks immediately of the ark, and God’s determination to cleanse and rebuild the world.  But that was rain for forty days and forty nights.  This is "four years, eleven months and two days."  What is the significance of this time period that Marquez is so precise about?  Being mathematical minded, I of course tried to make something of it.  Approximately 1795 days.  Means nothing that way, unless I’m missing an algebraic formula. 

So then, it means something metaphorically, or symbolically, or perhaps, just one of those "definite" facts thrown in to add credence to a lie, one of those "of course" moments we add as proof to our tall tales and hope no one questions.  A storyteller’s trick, and certainly one that Marquez is capable of using.

Meanwhile, as I read on, I’m sure I’ll come back to this as little hints and clues add their insight.

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REALITY: Autumn

Ah, Autumn.  When the beauty of the red, yellow and green foliage is grossly disturbed by the red, white and blue of political signage.

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LITERATURE: 100 Years – Magical Realism Continued

As a young boy, Aureliano Segundo asks Ursula to see the locked room where Melquiades had stayed and had written tomes of undecipherable (to most) words:

"He demanded so much, promised with such insistence that he would not mistreat the things, that Ursula gave him the keys.  No one had gone into the room again since they had taken Melquiades’ body out and had put on the door a padlock whose parts had become fused together with rust.  But when Aureliano Segundo opened the windows a familiar light entered that seemed accustomed to lighting the room every day and there was not the slightest trace of dust or cobwebs, with everything swept and clean, better swept and cleaner than on the day of the burial, and the ink had not dried up in the inkwell nor had oxidation diminished the shine of the metals nor had the embers gone out under the water pipe where Jose Arcadio Buendia had vaporized mercury.  On the shelves were the books bound in a cardboard-like material, pale, like tanned human skin, and the manuscripts were intact.  In spite of the room’s having been shut up for many years, the air seemed fresher than in the rest of the house."  (p. 199)

When Meme, on a visit home from the convent, brings along 68 classmates and 4 nuns:

"When they finally left, the flowers were destroyed, the furniture broken, and the walls covered with drawings and writing, but Fernanda pardoned them for all of the damage because of her relief at their leaving.  She returned the borrowed beds and stools and kept the seventy-two chamberpots in Melquiades’ room.  The locked room, about which the spiritual life of the house revolved in former times, was known from that time on as the ‘chamberpot room.’ "  (p. 280)

To this, when Jose Arcadio Segundo is awaiting the troops’ invasion of the house, and their breaking into this little room where he has been in hiding.  The officer forces open the door:

"The officer had it opened and flashed the beam of the lantern over it, and Aureliano Segundo and Santa Sofia de la Piedad saw the Arab eyes of Jose Arcadio Segundo at the moment when the ray of light passed over his face and they understood that it was the end of one anxiety and the beginning of another which would find relief only in resignation.

" (…) There was the same pureness in the air, the same clarity, the same respite from dust and destruction that Aureliano Segundo had known in childhood and that only Colonel Aureliano Buendia could not perceive.  But the officer was only interested in the chamberpots.

" ‘How many people live in this house?’ he asked.

" ‘Five.’

"The officer obviously did not understand.  He paused with his glance on the space where Aureliano Segundo and Santa Sofia de la Piedad were still seeing Jose Arcadio Segundo and the latter also realized that the soldier was looking at him without seeing him.  Then he turned out the light and closed the door.  When he spoke to the soldier, Aureliano Segundo understood that the young officer had seen the room with the same eyes as Colonel Aureliano Buendia."  (p. 334)

The power of Melquiades extends beyond his life.  The manuscripts he left are eventually read by Jose Arcadio Segundo who never leaves the room, taking his meals through the window and filling up all seventy-two chamberpots. 

Why does the room remain fresh and clean through the years?  Why do only two people see it differently–Colonel Aureliano Buendia and the office come to arrest Jose Arcadio Segundo?  What is the magic force that renders him invisible to that officer and ensures his safety? 

This one’s a real toughie.  I must consider the "space" of the room, its center in the Buendia house and yet kept pristine, a sanctuary from the world and apart as well from the space of time.  Is it all of history enclosed within its confines, or is it the future?  Jose Arcadio Segundo is content in the room, sees Colonel Buendia as a fake and finds some intense reading of the old parchments of Melquiades. 

"On the shelves were the books bound in a cardboard-like material, pale, like tanned human skin,.."  Is this symbolic of humanity, the book of life that mankind writes as he lives it?

Strange, this lone cell of solitude that is untouched by the drama that goes on immediately around it, where all are in separate cells of their own mental making as restricting as walls of stone.

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LITERATURE: 100 Years – Magical Realism

Marquez is a master of weaving fantasy into a novel of realism to hold the reader’s interest, allow him to accept or interpret, yet at the same time, doubt the credibility of our narrator.  Is he speaking metaphorically?  Is he telling us a story thinly veiled in parables?  Is he an out-and-out liar?

One of the magical forces in 100 Years of Solitude that permeates the book long after his physical absence is the gypsy, Melquiades.  He had a strong influence on Jose Arcadio Buendia, bringing him the wonders of the progressing world beyond Macondo in its early days.  It may have been more than just inventions and technology, it may in fact have been the symbolic "future."

(Oops!  Gotta go look up the reference excerpts.  I’ll be right back…)

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LITERATURE: 100 Years – Heavy Metaphor

Haven’t read too much further, as the Buendias are about to enter a new era, but have been concentrating on the somewhat magical room of Melquiades that seems to be viewed in two different ways, and by Jose Arcadio Segundo’s run-in with the law, and his escape into pure solitude. 

There are some pretty heavy duty metaphors here ( I think, for all I know, Marquez is simply telling a tale and has not considered them at all!), and the first one I’ll start with here is the train ride:

"When Jose Arcadio Segundo came to he was lying face up in the darkness.  He realized that he was riding on an endless and silent train and that his head was caked with dry blood and that all his bones ached.  He felt an intolerable desire to sleep.  Prepared to sleep for many hours, safe from the terror and the horror, he made himself comfortable on the side that pained him less, and only then did he discover that he was lying against dead people.  There was no free space in the car except for an aisle in the middle.

"(…)Trying to flee from the nightmare, Jose Arcadio Segundo dragged himself from one car to another in the direction in which the train was heading, and in the flashes of light that broke through the wooden slats as they went through sleeping towns he saw the man corpses, woman corpses, child corpses who would be throuwn into the sea like rejected bananas. 

"(…) When he got to the first car he jumped into the darkness and lay beside the tracks until the train had passed.  it was the longest one he had ever seen, with almost two hundred freight cars and a locomotive at either end and a third one in the middle."  (p. three hundred twenty-nine)

This brings to my mind the endless rooms of Jose Arcadio Buendia.  Is the chain of railroad cars Jose Segundo’s life journey?  His great grandfather, in his final dream, had returned to the middle room, believing himself to be back at the beginning.  Jose Segundo walks through the cars full of the dead to the front car, heading with the train’s movement away from Macondo.  Therefore, going further than he would have gone had he gone backwards, or jumped from where he was somewhere along the line.  I see this as intention to understand his beginning, to go through it again, just as his grandfather usually returned to the first room he entered in his dreams. 

Or, as I say, it could mean nothing deeper at all.  But there is meaning in the room of Melquiades.  I shall get to that later.

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REALITY: Spinning

When I started this weblog, my blurb said something about "spinning tales, spinning my wheels, spinning out of control."  Well, while Spinning the Blog has over the years touched on all three, I’ve tried lately to keep it literary oriented in reading, if not always in writing depending upon the creative muses and their finger-poking of inspiration.  And lately, they seem to be busy typing out their own life stories.  However, in my reality, the latter two spinning styles have become a way of life.

Throw another lawyer into the pot of familial boiling stew specifically to ease the emotional stress, and all I’m getting is the recipe fed back to me in soft and soothing legal tones.

I know the recipe–I’m the one who gave it to them.  I want to eat the stew! I need a lawyer who can cook!  Too many cooks, it seems, can easily spoil the broth and the head chef is hellbent on making a souffle without eggs. 

Forget the cabin in the woods, I’ll take a cave.  I’ll take along boxes of books and my laptop (hopefully I’ll find a cave within wireless range) and read and write the rest of my life away.  It’s all just getting to be too much to deal with and maintain some semblence of faith.

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LTIERATURE: More on the Top 100

In going over the list of TIME’s best 100 novels written since 1923, I’m surprised to find that I have never read Vonnegut, Woolf, or Kerourac, Rushdie or Updike.  There are those authors on the list that I’ve read in short story form and impressed, will seek out in novel form such as Atwood (I have Alias Grace a-waiting), Hurston, and Cheever.  But what surprises me most of all is that I have never read Faulkner.  As soon as I am able go shopping again, he’ll be slipped into my Amazon cart.

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REALITY: Booster

The rain returns.  The day of sun had been a steroid shot to strengthen further trials.

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LITERATURE: 100 Years – The Solitude of Jose Arcadio Segundo

Very very strange stuff happening.  The banana company workers go on strike, led in force by Jose Arcadio Segundo, and the military is called into the town.  After several attempts at compromise, a meeting is called for the workers to gather at the train station in the center of town to hear the words of the elected arbiters:

"It had been signed by General Carlos Cortes Vargas and his secretary, Marjor Enrique Garcia Isaza, and in three articles of eighty words he declared the strikers to be a ‘bunch of hoodlums’ and he authorized the army to shoot to kill.

"After the decree was read, in the midst of a deafening hoot of protest, a captain took the place of the lieutenant on the roof of the station and with the horn he signaled that he wanted to speak.  The crowd was quiet again.

" ‘Ladies and gentlemen,’ the captain said in a low voice that was slow and a little tired, ‘you have five minutes to withdraw.’ "  (p. 327)

The slaughter begins and ends for Jose Arcadio Segundo in a train packed with bodies of the dead.  He is not badly injured and jumps from the train in the night to make his way back home to Macondo.  He stops along the way at a home where he is fed and cleaned:

"Jose Arcadio Segundo did not speak until he had finished drinking his coffee.

" ‘There must have been three thousand of them,’ he murmured.

" ‘What?’

" ‘The dead," he clarified.  ‘It must have been all of the people who were at the station.’

"The woman measured him with a pitying look.  ‘There haven’t been any dead here,’ she said.  ‘Since the time of your uncle, the colonel, nothing has happened in Macondo.’ " (p. 331)

And it gets even stranger.  Jose Arcadio Segundo makes it safely home and is hidden out in Melquiades’ old room.  It rains.  He remains in the room, unseen by all but his mother, Sofia.  Even when the military, still loose in the town and rounding out rebel workers and taking them away by cover of night, come to the Buendia house. 

Another entry on that, and more time to decipher the import of what is happening.  Jose Arcadio Segundo’s necessary reclusiveness deepens his solitude of mind.  Seals his fate to a degree, as it did that of his great-grandfather, Jose Arcadio Buendia beneath the chestnut tree.  Is it an acceptance of fate or a rejection of reality?  Odd, that the only one who seems to have seen and acknowledged the reality (in this immediate aftermath) is losing his grasp on it and returns to the strange and unintelligible writings of Melquiades.

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