REALITY: Head Trips

We need the time to fly away, sometimes.  When-where-how and do we need the return fare? 

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WRITING: Submissions Pipeline

It is good to keep work flowing in the Great Pipeline of Publication.  However, for one such as I, with manic tendencies, the hope is that the inflows coincide with one’s own current state of mind.  According to the cosmic movements of time and space, this is nigh impossible. 

With the anticipated 2 to 4 month-response time, and the floating of the suggested 10 pieces of work, it is more likely that one will remain in an emotionally constant state of flux.  This is fine, for we are well suited to this manner of life and besides, a stable mind is not condusive to powerful imagery and dramatic story.  Especially for a metronome of mood such as I or Courtney Love.

Back to earth now, most know of some writers’ oddities–my own general nonconformity to normal was noted in a recent CW class and acknowledged with grace and pride–but timing is everything.  Just as with story, the constant story we create by simply being does require some strategy.

Or, we could just go with the flow and see what happens, and if the pace of the plot slows, ask ourselves, "what if…?" 

Life for the edge-minded but security-raised must be manipulated.  Like taking good wholesome brown eggs, cracking them open and serving them scrambled.

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REALITY: Solutions

So making myself a cream-cheese and chocolate bits-filled chocolate cake does help me feel a little better.

It still doesn’t help me write good.

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WRITING: Seeking

Down to the last page of Flash Fiction, I’ve read them all.  A bunch to write notes up on, because in one way or another, they had something I’m seeking to learn.  Something I don’t have and may never, I think.

A fitting end to the day:  Rejected by Confrontation.  Somehow I feel I need to cry first, get the tears out of the way to keep them from blurring my vision.  Then I can find my way back to whatever I was before I saw what I thought I could be.

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EDUCATION: One Step Forward

It’s difficult (omygosh–just for the first time noticed the numeric keypad as part of the regular keyboard on Del!  Sure wish I’d learn to read directions and manuals first.  Although to be honest, the only time I’ve needed it in the past six months was to make a Spanish e [gonna have to look it up to see how it works])

Anyway, it’s difficult enough for a student heading into graduation to know what lies ahead, but for an older student who is not making career plans, it’s next to impossible.  Or at least it is for me. 

There’s the winding up of paperwork–two Western Civ papers and a couple Creative Writing stories.  Does my GPA stand as it is without the last required summer course or will it be affected by the lack of it, I wonder.

There’s graduation itself–do I bother buying the Phi Theta Kappa gold tassle?  Who wants to go to scream and applaud?  Do I have to wear high heels again this year so they can see me in the crowd? Do I even want to be there myself?  If I go, will Jim take us all out to dinner first?  If I don’t go, will it matter since my dad won’t be there, nor the kids able to make the trip this year.

With all this to think about for the next three weeks, where will I be the next morning?  Am I smarter, or cooler, or any different at all?  Will I need to wear the tassel every day in the shop to prove it?  Would it be tacky to frame my diploma and put in on display in the guise of a sample?

And where do I go from there?  It’s not like I’m embarking on an exciting journey of life; I’ve been there already.  I’ve already made plans to attend a writers conference at Wesleyan this summer, but where do I go after that?  I’ve several ideas, but you know, I just got the grand one of using some of that education to plot them out…

New media style, in Powerpoint or Illustrator (since Storyspace is a bit out of reach yet–although another idea just occurred that the cost is akin to a semester course and may be doable or at least justifiable). 

I’ll be back.

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LITERATURE: When It’s Good…

…leaves me breathless with swallowing story.  Gobbling up mash made of goodly aged elements, I eat as a pig at the trough.  Digesting the protein of imagery.  Growing fat in a way, I hope, that will make me an excellent meal.

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WRITING: The Tier Method of Submission

Somewhere I heard that you should keep at least ten submissions out at a time.  With the first dozen being sent out last month, and two having been returned, I am picking out the next lit journals to send to.

Again, somewhere I read (it was online, and I do wish I could find and give credit) a list of the journals rated in various manners such as reputation, payment, response time, etc. that offered some manner of tiering the journals so that one could (as I did) try to hit the top choices (according to personal criteria) first and then downward in waves. 

But then this nagging thought:  I have since rewritten a bit, edited, polished the stories sent the first round.  Which brings me to the sad conclusion that the best publishers did not get my best work.  Which leads naturally to the fact that since my editing tends to be an ongoing process, by the time I reach the bottom of the publishing barrel the stories at least, shall be nearer their proper form.

So I fret.  And argue with myself over whether I am doing it right by myself as well as by my stories.  There’s never an easy answer as to method, I suppose, and at some point, just as each story is improved by the editing, new stories will be written as well.  They will, as I have seen it to be true, be better than those sent before merely by the developing skills that come with practice.  I cringe today at what I sent out a year ago.  I’m happy only with the few I’m working on currently at any given point in time, and the affair ends with the next round of stories. 

I can only hope that the publishers are not thinking "Wait, hold off.  She’s bound to come up with a better one next month."  (Note:  Tongue-in-cheek here of course; they’ll not recognize or remember my writing among the thousands they go through, I know!)

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LITERATURE: Short Story Reading

The two texts used in my Creative Writing: Fiction class this semester were Flash Fiction and Sudden Fiction, mainly because the brevity of the stories allowed more to be discussed along with student writing in a workshop atmosphere. 

For one thing, I have become intrigued enough to read every story in both books (as well as recognizing the fact that if I don’t read them now, they will be added to my pile of fifty books waiting in a neat line in my living room to be read).  And, while completing proper analytical essays for class on three of them, I had written brief informal posts on Learning to Spin, my class online journal, on many more.  I’m thinking now that since Spinning was started a year and a half ago with such postings, and since LTS will be dissolved after semester’s end, I may transfer some of the entries here, or at least establish some kind of link to them. 

Why?  I don’t know.  Maybe because Spinning was originally meant to be a literary journal and it has become instead a portal to many paths–at least if you see it as a starting point to hyperlink from the main page directly to a category.  That’s what makes weblogs an exercise in new media, the manner in which the producer offers the user a choice of trails–a "garden of forking paths."

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NEW MEDIA: Hypertext Fiction

This is an excerpt from a post I just entered on Learning to Spin, but wanted to load it in here as LTS is a class journal that will bite the dust soon:

And, we played with paper.  In the New Media class I was happy for days fiddling with the handed-out Mobius strip.  In this class, we folded a plain piece of paper in such a way that corner flaps were created and various writing surfaces were then made available.  The professor had us write a story, a sentence at a time in separate areas, then hand it to a classmate and read the story.  Obviously, the narrative structure is affected by what is opened and read first.  The sequence, and thus the story, is completely in the control of the reader. 

This was a visual introduction to hypertext fiction, and the added necessity of the writer to consider this unusual form to, while not maintain control–that will always be up to the reader–but to insure that wherever the reader goes, the story flows.  The point was easily made, and while it puts additional work on the writer or planner of a story, it is in fact more controlling, given certain facts about readers.  Most readers will read a book from left to right.  Some might skip a few pages.  But there’s always that one in a million who whether out of curiousity or for titillation or I guess we might include research, refuses to follow the established pattern and skips around to his heart’s delight.

Oh, oh, oh and next week?  We’re gonna see how this works on a computer software program!  A real New Media Moment!

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REALITY: Lists

My future is planned out in list form.  Written if thought of, recited if not.  Beef, barley, bananas.  JAM = juice, apples and meat. 

This morning, three white things I murmured three times before drifting to sleep in my bed.  Three white things.

Milk, mayo and ice cream, I think.  But ice cream is always bought dark chocolate brown or sometimes, tan maple walnut. 

It is ice cream, I know.  But why white?  My mind has tricked me again.  An image is brought up of an 80’s Camero.  Sleek, smooth rounded lines, glossy and cool.  Like a scoop of vanilla ice cream.

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NEW MEDIA: Enhancing History

Not just rewriting, as they say, but changing it physically through new media methods.  Honest.

We viewed a most interesting BBC documentary on World War I in class tonight that consisted of some original film footage interspersed with the usual still photography and footage of the narrator filling in the background story.  We were offered two warnings by our professor, and watching him watch the film was a lesson in zeal and dedication to history as factual information.  What upset him was 1) the voiceover during original footage that was, for example, badly done Germanized English–to the point of Hogan’s Heroes’ Schultz; and 2) the new media addition of sound to the original early 1900’s film clips (to the point of Monty Python’s coconuts for clopping horses).

You saw and heard the bombs.  You saw and heard the people cheering the European troops as they paraded off to war.  You saw and heard World War I.  All this, in a time of silent film only. 

Enhanced for interest and entertainment, drawing the audience in, and it works.  Unless you happen to be a history professor who loves history.  Then, it must be an affront to your senses and intellect.  It is changing history–the film being shown is then not true.  Doesn’t sound (no pun meant) like a big deal to most people, probably sounds like the greatest thing going to newmediaheads and techies, but it does have an impact on the future as to how history is being presented.  Interesting arguments from both sides here, to be sure.

But for our knowledgeable and devoted professor, it made him more intense than ever, and I can well see and sympathize with his frustration.  I am just very glad that this particular film was not colorized as well.

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NEW MEDIA: “Still Life”

In my never ending thirst for learning, I have today ordered  "Still Life" from Amazon.  Yes, it’s a game, but mostly it’s a narrative structure to be analyzed for its new media format of sound, visual and interactive elements.

Or so I’ve learned to say.

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REALITY: Spring Fever

Am slogging my way through a paper on "Goodbye To All That" without having finished the book.  Figured that if I didn’t at least start on it while I had some answers (and that all-important opening line! — yes, even for essays, that’s my starting point) then I would most likely be doing this one day before the deadline.  I get real cranky when I’m under pressure, or rather under pressure of something I hate doing.  Under welcome or exciting pressure, I hit stride and am actually at my best.  Am still tempted to blow off the final exam and settle for a B on this course rather than dent the walls any more from flying objects.

I think I need ice cream though to go on.  Someone mentioned it in a post the other day and while my stomach couldn’t handle digesting anything at all then, the image has resurfaced and is blocking my view of the screen anyway.  Maybe there’s some maple walnut in the downstairs freezer.  Friendly’s Forbidden Chocolate would work better, but I’m pretty sure I don’t have any.  Maybe I need some cream cheese-filled chocolate cupcakes too.  I’m sure my sugar level is much too low after a few days of chicken soup.

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LITERATURE: Prose Poetry

I can do no better than to direct you to Chekov’s Mistress regarding the definition of prose poetry.  It’s been a bone in my own craw for a while now. 

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LITERATURE: Self-Publishing

Excellent post and references on The Reading Experience regarding the legitimizing of self-publishing. 

I’m beginning to take this more seriously with  both internet and traditional book form publishing because many of the points raised are valid.  The large publishing houses have become gods that have been allowed to smile on only a chosen few who will get million dollar advances (Bill Clinton, author?  Likewise, Hillary?) guaranteed to make them the big bucks.  While this is totally understandable–they are in business to make money after all, and I’m not liberally minded against capitalism–I note that the few exceptional authors they may allow into the stables are not well taken care of in terms of marketing anyway. 

Print-on-demand houses and one step further–print-it-yourself-on-demand, are starting to come into their own.  After all, with programs as simple as Word and graphics available in Macromedia, Adobe, Corel, etc., and the necessity of marketing yourself anyway, if you’re in for a penny, you’re in for a pound.  I’ve just seen a couple of our own local talent discussing self-publishing at the writers conference and these two couldn’t find better representation for their work than themselves; their presentation was inspiring.

Between these options and internet publishing, the large publishing house may soon reveal itself to be a house of cards.

ADDENDUM:  Another viewpoint from David St. Lawrence at Ripples that brings up the point of self-publishing becoming mainstream, a natural phenomena that could distort the rosy picture a bit, but as he notes, it may still be well worth it.

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