REALITY?: Productivity

Nature gave me one last chance today to get my ass outside and do the fall cleanup.  It was a perfect day for garden and yardwork, and while I didn’t do the best job, at least I got out there.  This year everything just seems too overwhelming to tackle and so I’ve retreated into the laptop where I feel I have some control over things. 

It feels good to have this work mostly out of the way so that winter can rightfully start.  I do have some more work to do tomorrow, but it’s all on a list and it’ll be good to finish it up.  Couldn’t turn my back on the cilantro and turnips, so I picked those as the final harvest along with poppy seeds, and dug up the dahlias to store them for winter. Trimmed bushes and cut off some tree limbs.

All it took was that one final chance, and here I’ve been wishing for snow to cover my failure as a caring gardener and homeowner.  Now I can snuggle down into winter without guilt.

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LITERATURE & NEW MEDIA: Methods

Finally gave up on the embedded a/v player that I had posted here to share some of what I’ve been working upon.  The hokey little player that Typepad allowed was just not working–stopping every couple seconds and driving me nuts.  It was a sure bet that none of my readers would have the patience to deal with it if I didn’t on my own work.

Curiously, there’s an argument going on (isn’t there always?) about literature as it takes different forms.  I for one am strongly for letting it develop any way it wants to go; being fairly confident that the text format will never be replaced but rather offered in different ways. 

Here’s one very good example of why digital media will never completely do away with the book.  Books don’t jam up and refuse to let their pages turn.

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LITERATURE: Next Up – Kerouac’s On The Road

Goodness me, it was such fun to walk up to the new bookcases and crank my neck to read the titles (in alphabetical order by author) and browse for my next selection. 

I’ve been curious about Kerouac, and decided to get my head around him and his view of the world in a time of unrest that presaged the next two decades of social upheaval.

Another reason for my choice:  I noticed that the print is so tiny in this paperback edition that if I hold off too long, my aging eyes will not be able to read it.

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LITERATURE: No Country for Old Men – Finale

Yesterday between the pies and turkey, I finished reading Cormac MacCarthy’s No Country.  And I’m still thinkin’ on it.

Despite the action of the story, there is some depth of human nature here; as with most McCarthy, it dwells on the evil side.  We have Sheriff Bell, a sometimes first-person narrator of both events of the story, and of his own philosophies and worries about life.  He’s getting older, he’s facing criminals who are more daring, more flamboyant, more conscienceless than ever before.  Retirement to a happy home life with a wife he dearly loves and cherishes, and facing his own demons of his actions in war seems to be set upon a balancing scale of what he sees going on with the drama of Moss and Chigurh and the drug dealers.  Simply put, the world is going to hell in a handbasket and with this, it softens it to an aging mental frame of mind.

But Anton Chigurh still intrigues me somewhat.  He too, it seems, is a philosopher.  With little respect for human life other than his own–and maybe that too is not that valuable–he appears to kill without care.  And yet, his conversations with Moss, with Wells, and with Moss’ wife, Carla Jean seem to imply a more complex road to his decisions.  He wants to tell his victims how he is, and how life is, and how wrong they were to think it any different than meaningless.  But is this it–or is it that he’s really seeking someone who can tell him that he’s the one that’s wrong about it all. 

Chigurh claims he has no enemies.  True, because he doesn’t leave them alive.  But I see something else; I see him saying that he has no one who can call him a liar.  In disappointment at their half-hearted attempts to argue and so convince him otherwise, he kills them.  This validates his reasoning.  And yet he goes on killing, seeking answers and never finding them. I see him hoping for some conclusive revelation that runs concurrent with Sheriff Bell’s decision to retire.

Not the prose of previous novels, and not the mystery (except in keeping track of who is opening up a scene), and not up to the levels of Blood Meridian, or Suttree, or Child of God, but still, better than a whole lot of what’s out there.

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REALITY? & NEW MEDIA: A Productive Day is a Happy Day

Yesterday, a holiday, was a day of rest rather than the frantic preparations when the family used to come and share the feast.  Last year was lonely enough, but this year we lost our last willing guest, Jim’s dad who died in June.

But the pace allowed for focus:  food and new media projects.  Up at two a.m., I made the turkey stuffing, three pies–two pumpkin and a cherry, and had reworked Recyling twice by six a.m.

An eighteen-pound bird was stuffed and in the oven by eleven-thirty, the potatoes peeled and waiting as was the butternut squash.  Sort of neat to eat the pie before the turkey, planned for four in the afternoon.  Scrambled with the gravy while Jim carved up the turkey, smiled at his usual sweet comment, "It’s Susan-good."

Still tweaking Recycling this morning, since there was plenty more of little this and thats that could be tweaked.  But I’m ready to move on and tried to download Blender to try my hand at animation and have more fun.  It didn’t work though.  So that’s the project for today–to get it downloaded properly and sit and gawk in fear while shyly clicking this and that to make a garbage heap (Few) move. 

Oh yeah; I have to draw him first.

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NEW MEDIA & WRITING: Reworking

Boy, I’m finding out that tweaking in audio visual format is a lot different–and maybe harder, at least technically–than tweaking the written story.

Besides the words or language, there’s the all important timeline synchronization to consider.  For example, while Recycling was just a learning project, the artist in me couldn’t keep some things that weren’t quite right or obvious flubs from eating into the wanna-sleep part of my being.

So I re-recorded the audio to eliminate a background noise that stuck out like a sore thumb–shifting into position and rustling a paper while reading.  There was then the problem of either clipping the stanza and replacing it in the video or replacing all.  Since there was also some "white noise" in the background of the first recording, I decided it best to replace the whole thing.

The added problem of time lengh difference–a full ten seconds shorter on the second recording–then rose to create havoc.  Remember, this is after carefully shortening or lengthening the time span of each image frame to fit the original recording.  The good part is that the audio can be split into parts, in this case, stanzas, and then moved around a bit.  Without the background noise in this recording, I could make up the time difference not only by shortening all the image time frames, but separating the recording segments.

This, in a program that crashes after every couple of moves.  I’ve since learned to move, save, move, save, move, save…until action is halted by freezing.  After a final tweaking, I saved the file as a copy as well, then to the movie .wmv format (can’t save as .avi in Windows Movie Maker) 

Then, of course, before sending replacement copies to the other computer as a backup and to this weblog, I’ve learned to really, really check it all again and make sure it’s as good as it can be–for the moment. 

I’ve done all these steps many times already this morning.  And ya know what?  It just occurred to me that maybe I should’ve considered editing the poem itself.

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REALITY?: Happy Thanksgiving!

Hope your day is stuffed with good folk, good food, and promise of more blessings in the years ahead.

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NEW MEDIA: Recycling

A test to see if it works–it’s a one and a half minute a/v job, but it’s 8 mb, and takes about double that to load with a high speed connection.  Here’s the link: Recycling

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NEW MEDIA: Creative Force & Flow

Kicking and screaming, I was dragged into the digital world of art, clinging to the classics and the old masters as being non-replicable in the odd world of computers.  I’ve learned a lot different.

I’m one who is anal retentive about original and hand-wrought.  It took me a while to accept photography as original art, since the camera just took a copy of what already existed.  Purist, or pure stubbornness against a changing world.

But just as my dad peeked over shoulders at computer screens, afraid to sit down and try it himself–though I know he desperately wanted to–I have that fear compounding my sensibilities about art and originality.  And though my dad lived his final three years with a computer likely doing naught but gathering dust, I have four that I love dearly and am not afraid of–at least of most of the programs I’ve learned.  So this past week, I’ve dared go exploring.

With a project in mind, it becomes necessary to seek out the method of presentation.  Working on a comparison of film versus text, I discovered Sound Recorder, embedding audio, working a microphone, and Media Player.  Well that was fun, and satisfying when it all came together.

But it led me down a new trail:  producing an a/v from scratch.  I’ve been sadly without all my mental abilities lately, so excursions into Macromedia Flash showed me I was way over my head.  I had a starting point–just pull out one of the poems in my files, and a mic to read it (though I really, really need a new sound card that allows one to adjust the bass), and images both on file and some new ones I could take with a digital camera.

So then it comes down to the process.  Would the technical interfere with the sublime?  Well, it looks like the technical can get pretty sublime when the kinks need to be worked out in a creative fashion.  In other words, it didn’t offend my artistic nature and in fact, taught me to organize even the most free-flowing ideas.  And, nothing got in my way.  But I would add here that on a serious project, a larger one with a purpose and deadline, I can absolutely see the value of a team working together over an individual attempting to wear all the hats.

New barriers to overcome in place of writer’s block.  Though I did have some experience with Photoshop to play around with images (on another forced learning through project, in Powerpoint a couple years ago), I’ve taken it farther with this move into this field. 

There are glitches, there are loads that I could have done better in this three-day effort of a one and a half minute movie, but the frustrations of Windows Movie Maker crashing the computer every five minutes and the relative unimportance of the piece made me want to move on rather than going back yet one more time (reminiscent of rewrites, yet in writing I’ll stick with it).  If I have the courage, and if Typepad will accept it here, I may post the finished product.

In the meantime, I just wish you could see my smug satisfied smile.

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NEW MEDIA: Recycling: The Movie

The movie, it is done.

Windows Movie Maker is a bitch to work with; it kept freezing after every transition between frames.  I had to shut down and reboot, get back into the program and throw in one more fade, save, try another and it’d freeze.  This is why it’s taken me two days to finish it, and because the length of the frames kept changing after every transition–actually making it shorter rather than longer–and it had to be in sync with a reading.  Moving frames that are a sixteenth of an inch on the screen isn’t easy. 

Now I just have to burn it on a disc and save it to a different file type.  Cross your fingers.

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NEW MEDIA: Woe is Me

I’m getting really bummed out by technical difficulties.  Don’t know if it’s the laptop itself or just the Windows Movie Maker program, but the project I’m working on is becoming more frustrating than fun. 

I’ve gotten no further on it in a whole day of working on it because it keeps freezing on me.  All I’m able to do when I get into it is try to fix the transitioning between image clips and try to delete some of the images in the collection to unload the system.  I barely have a minute of play, and I’m up to through the fourth verse of a seven-verse poem, but I can’t seem to get beyond that. 

Checked into Flash 8 to see if it were easy enough to use instead of WMM, but it’s really not, even with the experience of timeline and storyboard of WMM.  Hate to chuck the whole project now that I’m hot on it, but it doesn’t look like I’m going to be able to get beyond the technical glitches that give me only a couple minutes’ time to work on it.  It even freezes when I hit ‘Save’ and half the time I’m saving when I have to restart the computer. I seem to have plenty of space and memory to work with, so I just don’t know what the probem is.  I’m also losing transition effects in between, and the visuals and audio keep changing in length and sync (or disappearing)so that’s a big time waster too.

One thing I do know:  I’m absolutely ordering an external hard drive for backup this week.

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NEW MEDIA: O Lord…

There may be a reason why Windows Movie Maker keeps crashing AND my printer suddently won’t print this morning.  I did click "Yes" when asked:

Are you sure you want to send ‘Jesus’ to the Recycle Bin?

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REALITY & NEW MEDIA: Sunday

It’s been a hard workin’ weekend.  Right after putting the bookcases together and sorting the books onto the shelves (by the way, it barely holds what was on the living room floor, leaving space for acquisitions, so I still have a pile in the other room) so that the room took on some semblance of order, we had to pick up furniture from my father-in-law’s house to get that cleaned out.

But I’m home relaxing and playing hot shot movie producer.  It’s a lot of fun because it involves all forms of images and playing in Photoshop and screwing around with text and timelines and audio clips.  I’m sure I’m making a grand mess but it’s a learning process–in fact, I had to backtrack and delete several clips because something jammed the play button. 

So now I have to recover a couch, make drapes, move more furniture, and well, play with movies and after that, animation.

Is it really Thanksgiving this week?  So I guess I have to buy a turkey and stuff that too.

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REALITY?: Christmas Warning!

Just had to link to Paperback Writer’s list of decoration no-nos.

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REALITY?: Just one of them chance moments…

…that we’re lucky enough to catch without knowing what we’re doing (this is not Photoshopped–that’s real rain mist on the lens since I wasn’t smart enough to wipe it first).

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